Long Day...Long post.....
15 Hours and 500 miles later....

wow...what a day, what a day...well it started shortly after 7 this morning, i woke up before my alarm went off...i love it when that happens, well at least today i did....after realizing i didn't sleep through the alarm and did in fact beat it i was up on my feet and got my day started...made calls to see who was donig what, where, and when......i killed several hours doing whatever it is that i do until noon wherein dewes, barcus, and myself headed off...we had everything planned out time wise, but as we all know, plans don't always turn out.....

our trip to terre haute was good, we all talked about many a thing, laughed it up, made terrible comments, good times...but the events really got going when we entered terre haute, the terrible hole....we were a little a head of schedule, yeah i was driving, so we decided to kill time at the mall....hell yes they had an arcade there. Dewes and I played DDR2, we had fun even thoguh we sucked at it, and there was even a DDR junky who came up to wacth us, it was horrible. so then we decided to play soul caliber 2, we faught switching out the losers to play thw winners until we were out of coins, i ended up being the lucky one who won the last game and had to go on to the challenge levels....my 15 year old girly character and i faught some pretty intense battles, making it to the second to last round where i won the first one, then lost two stright, my only losses for those levels...grrrr

so then we had to piss.....enter the restroom, dewes then me then barcus...only one urinal open, dewes gets it, i check the stalls - full...so then i went back to the urinals to wait (there were only two) so as i stand there i quickly notice and coment to barcus that i was glad dewes was the first one in,because the guy next to him had his pants all the way down to the ground and the back of his shirt lifted up to show off his ass....it was funny yet scary at the same time, apparently dewes didn't notice...so then we left the mall and headed for vince's....

so we're going, and it's city like traffic, stop and go in that area (crazy twonies wanting to go to the mall...)...so then the car in front of us stops short, so then i stop, but with plenty of room ahead of me, and as i am asking if everyone is alright from the quick stop BOOM we were rear-ended.....yeah the lady who hit me was apparently changing her radio station...grrrr.....well her car looked terible, front end crumpled and smashed all to hell...as for me, you can barely tell, just some scuff marks, a cracked reflector, dented license plate, and a pinched exhaust on my right side..god i love my car.....dewes wasn't wearing his seatbelt, luckily neither of the cars airbags went off, dewes and i are both suffering from whiplash, barcus hit his head on the ceiling, he's alright...she handled it like she has done this bofore, then a cop came and filled out a report...

but as we are waiting...a van pulls up in te parking lot next to us, there's a lady in the passenger seat giving birth to a baby...crazy shit....so we're all making comments about the siutation as only we can, the ambulance came took her out of the car, all was well.. then we are free to go on our way....

but not minutes down the road we see more flashing lights, as we approach we see something horrifying, a deer was hit in the road, and as i looked back in my rear view mirror, i saw it twicthing like crazy, i screamed and almost couldn't drive, it was so sad, why couldn't the cops just put it out of her misery...i was so sad......

so the basics from terre haute was two rears, the begining of life, and then the suffering in death, all within a small time frame....we were all scared...

so at vince's we tell our stories, converse, all is well. we made the movie, could have been better had we had the tools and time, but w just wanted to shoot the thing and be on our ways...i did some advertising, dewes did stand up comedy, barcus rocked out on the Ric...it was funny, elizabeth likes the close up shots, reminded me of wayne's world, but it was good..then we were off.......

we go to IU, finally dropping off dewes,and he bought us all food with his meal points, yay for that, i was hungry, and still am right now...but it was good, i love you dewes (hand cupping the face) and we were off agian, down to two....it was nice having a companion to travel the rest of the way home, but damn if i wasn't tired...and had barcus not been wit me i would have stopped and stayed the night in Indy with Lady E, was planning on visiting her sometime and did mention this weekend so it wasn't totally spontaneous...but i trecked onward to Lafayette, one hell of a drive too, my tired ass somehow stayed awake lng enough to make it there...

at zach's we had a great time talking about all of our lives, drinking coffee, and just being round people who had insight and saw where you were coming from.....i think we made it there around 1045 or so and left after 2...time flies when you are having fun i guess... i wish we would have had more time to talk, like we origianally planned for, hell, we could probably never stop talking if we had the opportunity. zach finally got his break, he's happy, he works with computers as a techie, i'm happy for him..just goes to show people do get their breaks....

so yeah, it was all good, but we had to let zachy sleep so we left and then it was bak to barcus and i...and then we had a good chat about things...it's funny how much we both have in comon and how much we both understand each other's problems, feeling the pain and hurt and everything else...it was a very good ride back up to lowell....

so making our way into lowell i checked the time, and figured it out to be we traveled and ran 'round rampant for about 500 miles in a 15 hours time frame, pretty F'ing nuts...damn long day.....

so now as i sit here, reflecting on everything that was said throughout the day, i am still uncertain of what to do or hopw to handle some certain situations.....don't get me wrong, we did agree with some things, and yeah it'll happen don't worry, but there's just one thing on my mind right now, and i have to figure out how to handle it the best i can.....and with little information as i hav, i'll have to decide my own "info" for the situation and wing it hoping for the best...........but either angle i shoot at there will be a great risk of it being the totally opposite way....grrrr, crazy crazy times.....