Conspiracy Theory...

Yeah well i noticed this little scandal in the very own Lowell Tribune, i think Zach would be all over this. i'd provide to you a link to see this article, but they don't have a website, so you'll just have to go and buy your copy this week. ok so back to the scandal, it's on the very cover of the paper, top left hand article, something stating LHS Student Council gives scholarship, and thne that's where the copntroversy begins. it's the first time the SC has given out money as a scholarship, also the check for $250 in the picture is being handed from Alysha Tomlins to Lynette Kregel. now the funny thing with that is alysha has a high postion in the student council, and lynette is also her best friend! So they were in collusion with one another to give this money away, i bet they had some sort of deal wherein they split it 50/50 or something, yeah you know what i'm talking about. but the story gets worse when told by heather rosinwinkel, that the $250 given out as a scholarship was the $250 that her class gave to the student council to help with trips and other shit. well yeah, i thought that i should bring this up, oh wait, i hear the feds coming, got to run...........

Stupid Little Things....

Here's a webiste via Asain Tony, yeah it's funny, poorly translated shit, i think only a couple of you will like it or get it, like andy or vince, but here it is
http://www.engrish.com/
yup, imagine that, engrish, got to love it..

It's Another Tequilla Sunrise....

Ok that is the song that Barcus' started to make up song reminded me of, if that made any sense. we were coming back from Zach's and the clouds in the sky looked as if they were fake, some picture or portrait, something, so then barcus says, false horizons or fake horizons, same thing, and i was like oh my dad that's so in depth. so from there it went into making it a song. and ten it went into fake horizon, tequilla sunrise, and we both started laughing, yeah that was good...So i sit here hungry as hell trying to blog about yesterday. i know we got down there, met up with zach, anne, and steph and i was hungry so we ate at El Rodeo, but damn do i hate mexican food.it wasn't what i wanted, but i settled for some chicken something ornother, i think it was a number 8, they didn't have 35, stopped at 33. yeah the menu was huge, i almost needed a magnifying glass to read the tiny text as well. there were too many options. we jokingly said this was the biggest thing steph read all semester. damn tis talk about food is making me hungrier!!! So to wrap this baby up, we went back to zach's, PLayeD with the guitaRs, mAde praNKphonE caLLs, went for walks, watched shit on zach's computer, it was a good time, i don't remember falling asleep though, and damn the caps button F with me, and i'm too lazy to go back and fix it because during that typing i had already fixed it 12 times, grrr. i give up on that, plus i'm F'ing hungry. that's all..

Gas Is Back Up To $1.59...

Part 3: Still Bitching...

Yeah, i can't wait to sign the termination papers. i already have planned what i would say, now ifinnaly get to say it. Reason for leaving, " Everyone here is the biggest group of worthless lazy fucks i've ever delt with, to be in their presence is a social demotion, even before punching in, just walking into the building i feel i have succumbed to the lowest depths of soceity and become as stupid and worthless as much as they are. i'd feel beter working with destructive mentally handicapped people. may god have pity on your souls. And we got a fucking pespi machine in the store."

Part 2: Quiting...

Just some points I forgot to mention, and feel the ned to still say...
All in all, ALCO has been the single worst thing that has happened to me, it has been the destruction of my life. If we take a trip back to december 2001, shit was hitting the fan between me and college. as we all know, things didn't go through, this and that, thus i had to depart, but that's only half the story. the reason why i gave up on college so quickly, besides the fact that i hated it, i had the false ideals that i was able to get a job wherein i was guaranteed 40 hours a week, i would do this along with my other job at costas. As i have already said though, it's hard to make it in this world on a $6.40 an hour paycheck. The place is literally a joke, i've never been apart of, heard of, would ever imagine a place like this. most jobs, ...grrrr...i can't even get into it. I know zach has always told me to use my status, my experience, and such from alco to get a better job, well i'm saying fuck all that, i wanted to get several years of this under my belt before anything like this would happen, now to hell wit it is what i am saying. i really don't know how the manager has statyed in business, or kept his status for so long, everything is amazing me. if the opened up to their eyes to see what the real worl is around them, maybe they could better themselves, but no, fuck it, i'd rather have some desk job where i get no respect at all, even there i'd get more respect than at alco, those ungratful, ingratted, idiotic, wordscan'texpressmyhatredforthem, cretins...can you tell i'm pissed? yeah well, that is all from the depths for now...

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Real T

just an update for you guys, i passed my last text and therefore passed my class. now it's onto the state examination for me, and upon passing that i will be known as a realtor. Heck, i even have my very first listing, my own damned house. I don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. more updates to come....

It's Official...

Yeah, as you know from following that last link, you found out what my other online journal is. Yeah well, as you can see most of my true posting has been on there, no gas crap on that, but it was fun. I'll still use both just for the hell of it. but if you read both, make comments so i know what you think, just take two seconds, that's all...

"Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair, Hair"

Again, where to go...

Well this isn't about me being homeless,it's about, you guessd it, gas prices......anyways..yeah, Ever part of the "evil triangle" as i like to call it has different prices. Merrillville has the highest with $1.49, then it's on to lowell with its $1.47, but te cheapest i've seen it for thus far has been sherrervill with $1.41....this is sad, the highlight of my day is turning out to be finding out what the gas prices are around this area.....and yes it gives me an excuse to say that i blogged recently..he he he...on te note of where to live, well i still have been bumming around my house, my mom hasn't left yet, but she says we have to go in a week...she wants me to list the house for her, since school will be finishing up this coming monday, then on to the state final. i hope i do well, my test scores have been getting progressivley worse....i hope i pass the class let alone the state test. wish me luck...

Well, Gas has a bunch of prices.....

We had $1.51 in St John area this morning, then in lowell mid-day it went down to $1.49....crazy.....
Oh, and i also realize how annoying this is getting because i am not actually posting anything worthwhile anymore, but gets me out of the non-posting stage as well, double edged sword, take or leave, it still cuts

Gas is now $1.56....

And speaking of gas, the lights were on at the Philips station in downtown lowell. Yeah that little peice of crap gas station that had nothing but sand last summer which everyone forgets about and nobody will ever go to because it's off the main drag, yeah it had it lights on..

The Report is in.......

Gas is $1.59 in the town of lowell, this reported by das pumpers just monets ago...
Aparebtly the cheapest gas in indiana is in Terre Haute at $1.28, although west terre haute also has the highest at $1.55, so what the shit..more to come...

Gas is now...$1.57!!!!

What's Worse, To Strike Fear In Your Enemy, or Completely Annihilate Your Enemy?

So we had a marvelous old school pity party...haha no pun intended for those who were there who get that joke. It was Joe, Barcus, Mike L, Salai, Twan, and myself. We would have had a few more but last second fallouts..well, fell through. Duncan understandably didn't want to travel to Sherrillville, Dewes had something go down with his girlfriend he needed to tend to, Jimmy was celebrating every holiday possible it seemed, and Vince had already headed back down to Rose. So we gathered, at my place of everywhere, it's nice to know i can still draw in the crowd even though all my shit is packed up. I felt bad about it. but soon we were on our way. The funny thing about going to RtC, is that we are starting to see more and more lowell faces there, well i guess it's not funny, but rather depressing. **sidetrack...You can look at our RtC venturing in two ways. 1: Ii was like the stock market, we got in as it was going up, we rode out it's peak, and cashed in before it started to drop...this would be very true of last years attendance...2:It's like a sports team, let's say the Chicago Bulls back in the 90's. We just moved to chicago in the late 80's, started growing fond of the team, and then before you know it they were winning championship after championship and everybody was a fan...then of course with time the tema disinagrated,fell apart, traded away, but yet here we are still loyal fans, tuning in every now and then to see how our team is doing.....this is true of tis year's attendance,..****So we ended up seeing Mr Gianotti along with Andrea Marvel and some other people, disturbing yes. we ate, enjoyed it, G thought some girl was trying to get in his pants, highly doubtful, then decided to take off to Meijer to buy some supplies for our night's talkings. At thispoint Twan and Joe headed back for lowell. We got some TP from Meijer, on sale of course and headed to lowell as well, but kept questioning who we were going to "hit". in the end we decided to save it for a better planned night, i know we need warming up and all, but we don't want to do a sad job, we need to go all out, so we dropped mike L off at home, then as w were pulling away i thought of a great idea, " Why not attach a note to a full roll of TP stating, 'It's Coming...' to all the people we've hit before or would like to hit" Now this was the most brilliant idea possible, hell yes threats!!!! IF only there were some way for me to link the picture i took of our gget up on here...zach help me out yo...the picture is brilliant as well, it's soo propaganda looking, i couldn't have done better if i tried. Our society today lives off of the scare factor, we live our lives in fear every day of stupid random bullshit, killer bees, and whatnot, yeah michael moore's bowling for Columbine stated all this, so you need to see it so i don't have to say it agian. Fear, yes! People will only destroy themselves living in fear, and all you had to do is plant an idea in their head.....we'll see how this turns out.....

Sunday Gas Was $1.40....

"See My Back, GET OFF IT!!!"

Dude, everyone, get the fuck up off me, DAMN. I'm doing the best I can, show some sympathy for the Devil. Bunch of Fuckin' Bastards....

Is Blood Thicker Than Water???

So with this upcoming Mother's Day, well tomorrow, it has sparked some good questions, or just thoughts of family hatred in my head. I continue. One good question is, since my mother is abandoning me, do i still get her a mother's day card or present? I think i will just get a card, probablly a lame general one, but she's deservant enough of that. And family structures are a great thing to see and analyze. There's families that a very close together, and they are always there for oneanother. They eat dinner together, support each other during rough times, at sporting events, do familiy picniks and so forth. Then of course you have just the opposite, the family hates each other, doesn't do anything together, and are happy when the kids move out. And then from those two points you have the natural blend towards the middle. Of course i could have said that the evil negative family side is one that either aborts the child, gives then up for adoption, an abussive family, or whatever else, but for this blog i will use the family that i did. I will say my faimly started out as the first family, they were doing everything possible for me, putting me into baseball, judo, awarding my achievements in schoolwork. As i grew older i was able to get myself out of baseball and judo, they weren't reqarding enough for me, but i was tricked as to keep doing well in school, so i did. Well basically i really didn't have to do well in school, once you are given the disguise of a great student, you don't have to do much to get good grades. Teachers pre-determine what kids will do well, and others stuggle, once you have that name set for yourself, you're set...but this is in another blog/essay which will came later. Anyways off of that rant, where was i.....oh so yeah, as i grew older it was now expected of me to do everything i did before, without any just rewards, just do it, if there were to be any imperfections in this, i was in trouble, not good enough. I beleive the most disturbing fact that i remember was when i was a sophmore, decided to double up on my math bacause i wanted to take calculus when i was a senior, so for the third or so six weeks grade i got an A-, a 91% or something. Maybe it was a semester grade, but i really think it was just a six weeks grade, but regardless, when my parents saw this they raised questions, "why are you only getting a 91%, what's with the A-", and mind you, none of this was said sarcastically. I remember crying shortly after this confrontation, it was just an A- i thought, it was beyond passing, and was still an A, a 4.0, this wasn't college, and it was just a six weeks grade. I think it was that point in my life i realized i would never be good enough for anybody. Throughout my life i've always been doing for others, i've been tricked into thinking that by doing well in school i was doing well for myself, this wasn't so, it just gave my parents someting to brag about, to make them look better, "look at what we produced" **damn, back on that school subject....Anyways, I had to get a job, my parents were going to stop giving me an allowance for oing my chores, but ontop of the job i still had the chores to do. When people see my room and my stuff they think it's been given to me, and i quickly correct them. I've purchased everything, cell phone and monthly payment, car insurance,any repairs for the pink car at the time, i even bought that, my TV, sounds system, these were my rewards, nothing was giving to me by my parents besides shit. I remember when the whole pity party fiasco went about the beginning of the senior year, how quickly they turned themselves agianst me over something so stupid. Yet later when it came time to fight mrs.cusic, they were no longer on mr.brown's side, but were "wanting" to help me. I made it to college, but couldn't escape the fact i don't have money and was sent back to rot here. I tried to help my mother in the beginning, but i knew what would happne all too soon. And now the time has finally fallen, these are my darkest hours. My mother is leaving to Missourri, I don't have enough income to get a place to live. I try to work my 2 jobs, gong to school for the past 6 weeks or so, but George still gicves me shit on everything, and doesn't make the schedule an easy one for me, but allows for others not to show, like i am an integral part of the stores functions, it i were, he would listen to me more often, but then i say this is another blog rant in which i know i will go off very badly. So til then Fuck off, i don't say that too often, but don't press me, you know who i'm talking about. Anyways, this blog has totally lost sight of where it was going, kinda like myself, so now i will leave you in the dark and bring this to a close. One last cry for help before they close the lid, the dirst's piling up, goodnight.

It Was $1.39 Today......

I Just Paid $1.38 for Gas.....

Yeah that's about it....

It's a Gas Gas Gas.....

So what's the deal with the gas prices as of late? Everyday there has been a different price on the marqee, and I'm not exaggerating either. A few days ago it was holding steady at $1.39 to $1.41 here in lowell, then it dropped to $1.38, followed by the next day, a drastic drop to $1.31, which then lead into the skyrocketting price of $1.57, whic then dropped down to $1.51, and now at it's current price of $1.43. Six days, six different prices. When the initial drop to 1.31 came about, following lowell's drop to 1.38, i was going to blog about if that rate keeps up we'll be at zero within months....hahaha..but then it went up hours later, way up, and it keeps flucuating..i'll keep everybody up to date with the prices daily...oh yeah, by the way, oil and gas companies have been reported from last year's business as having the highest profit gain it has ever had....greedy bastards....

Rain Song....

So it was pouring last night, i loved it,though i was at work, but it reminded me of last week when it stormed just like this....you see the reason why i remember it so well was because i woke up to the sound of a great storm. You see, all my years living in the basement i lost in touch with nature in that aspect. Not one night living here in the basement did i wake up and hear rain, or thunder, or see the lighting. It was probably the sadest thing after i moved here. But for some reason, in the middle of the night, all the sounds woke m, here in the basement. When I woke up, i was all dazed lik i normally am, i had to think twice as to where i was at. After getting some senses together, i was overwhelmed with happiness, i took a moment to take it all in, then i curled up in a ball, and fell back asleep. It was one of the greatest things to have back. ok, I was at michigan for a couple months, but, i say this sparingly, remember it raining when i was there. Of courese it rained on every trip up and down there, but any weather i got when i was there, was nothing great, yeah it rained, but maybe i had a certian expose that didn't allow for me to get that great feeling. i know my windows did leak when it rained. But i vaguely remember anything of the sorts when i was sleeping...
On the note of it raining last night, apparently the power blikbed in lowell, or went out for a bit, whatever, when i got home, microwave and clocks were flashing. I instantly got happy and rushed down to my computer...you see i recently purchased a backup power supply,and this would be the first time i would be able to use it... well to let you know it works, my computer was up and running and everything was great, i wished i had been able to be on it when it happened, having nothing but the warm glow of the monitor to light your unpowered room, ahhhhhh....

Pass the Cheese Please

Well I had some things I wanted to blog about, and write in my other journal...but damned if i don't remember them, and some were contingent upon other ones to make. Well let me just give you some random things to read as if not to waste this spce, but yet your time. Hmmm, well i got home Friday and my mom's, well Jenny, was in the driveway, yet she wasn't to be found, plus one dog was missing. So she has yet to return, not that i care, but poor shashanee is acting like she was bad or something, won't eat or drink, and has actually came downstairs to see me a couple times. Funny, this will be one of the last times i get to say that, ha. I remember the last timei had to say goodbye to this place...Michigan..enough said. Saying goodbye to my dogs last time made me realize what was happening., it was sad, everything hit me, i had to move on, and then i cried. Just like the time mother called me at school and put the phone up to the dogs ear, and they got all happy and freaked out when i spoke to them, yeah that's sad. I highly doubt my mother will call my cell after she moves out. I probably won't see my mother or grandparents for a long time, maybe they'll be invited/come to my wedding, all i can say is they best bring gifts. Anyways, so my mother isn't around and i wanted to take her to see "The Wizard of Oz", you see my mom is really into this Wizard of Oz crap, don't ask me why, she even goes to the Wizard of Oz fest in Chesterton, they literally close off town for 3 days for this thing. But yeah she's not here, she she can't go, her loss. So i got to study for my second of three tests for my class. I'm sure I'll do fine, why not, it's just a test....