I Can't Think of Good Titles As of Late....

so last night i got sick, like a stomache sickness...and you know why, because i ahd pizza, lordy i haven't gotten sick from pizza in a long time. but i used to all the time, i would eat it and garuntee to be feeling sick later...well like i said, hasn't happened since i don't know when, but last ngiht i got sick...and today, you know what i've been eating, every time i wake up and start moving around, that other damn pizza...it's so addicting....and the pineapples taste so good when cold, it makes me happy..anyways...

i'm doing my "coke user syndrome" thing...where i open a can of coke, leave the room and open another one there, leave that one there, go to another room, want a coke, open yet a third one....i guess no matter what i'll always have a damn can of pop around, but it's not very good on the mind, especially when i don't realize what's going on and think it's the same one i've been drinking all this time...


and so today is saturday..and what am i doing, absolutly nothing..it's six, and i sit here..am i bored, do i want to do something, is there anyone to do things with.....so quit complaining, i'll cope with my situation, bitch to myself about being lonely, this and that, and tomorrow will be another day....you think life's so hard.....

life is monotonous, you go through cycles of this and that, you have habits, whether you think you do or not, nobody is completly sonpatneous where they don't have such habits or cycles...it's the harmoious balence in a chaotic world...there needs to be some order, and repition is what brings it home, having that balance....butit's not always like that....every here of vacations, yeah, those allow for people to brewak their norm and go off on those wild tangents, which allows them to live a little more, because yes, you do have to break the monotony ever now and then...but you can't do it all the time, you'd be throughing the rules right out the window and anarchy would ensue....look i'm not preaching living a dull and boring life, i'm justsaying don't bitch about life when it does get like that, because that is one of life's little perks so to speak, it's part of it's character, you may not like it, but cope, there's nothing to can do about it..enjoy the small breaks inbetween and find happiness in other things, that's what life is about...damn

alright, sorry about that last rant, just one of those things i started typing and didn't stop...but i'll end tis one, i have more to type about, i know it, but this is getting long and i don't want to anger people....