If You Go In with the Attitude
of You Vs the World..
You'll in doubt get that of which you didn't have...
So yeah..still going strong..time around me is set funny..there are several clocks, the ones I look at are not he right time....yeah, mess with my head some more......I can't make it to the store in 11 minutes..by my watch..by the computer time I missed my window of opportunity to finish the deal....and my stomach is still saying it's time to eat..
anyways, I think I am going to give Jim a call, I need something right now and I don't feel like going to Merrillville....not even my area...people should stay where they are...what, no...
yeah, so, had you heard me last night, you would have no idea what I was saying....after it all settled I think the doors swung in..making me content? let them have it their way...I'll be a baby in a minute....the part of me that wants to be an ass, can do so, an easily....I was cracking jokes all night...then it turns into this stand off, and I get defensive, very baby like..then there's the, "let's do this" and get it done with...you got to catch me in the right mood, otherwise it will all be off...so I think that was the mood I fell asleep to, and it's what I got right now...actually, it's nothing, hunger is all over that one...and once food/sugar gets into me, well then that may change the subject..but then again, this is all text...we know how it will go down in reality....
but for those of you who want it the other way....there's always that slight glimmer of a chance...if you want that, crack me in the back of the head now...something's going down
make me what you will..and to fuck with you all.....*enters angry rant*..just need visuals here..that's all.....and this needle to jab into me some more...yeah, there we go....
to all you from afar, caught behind, in my past....ta fuck with you......you were really never good for anything anyways...
and to you that are anew...my armor's been stripped, I'm in the corner, and I'm waiting....
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
..A Perfect Day
What a Happy Night
So, lets start out with this....the room is spinning, couldn't even tell you why....my stomach is growling...I think I may want some food..in a bit...but lack of nourishment would "help" explain the shaky hands, I look like Vince..this week hasn't really been a good one, I'm sure my body is hating whatever it is that is going on....on the bright side the weather is really frickin' nice out....I have a headache, but it's one of those headaches..like lack of caffeine or something headaches....whatever it is, I don't know....
I have to write about the Lego piece, don't let me forget...everytime I go to do something, it's right after 3, and then I crash harder than a penguin....
anyways, went to see "spiderman 2" last night...yeah, for some reason the theaters thought it'd be such a hit to make the release on a Tuesday/Wednesday at midnight..*rolls eyes*...I didn't care, (a running theme for me one may say) I mean it's something to do after 12 so yeah, I'll go to the movies despite what it is....despite whatever may come...what a story...
I could go into details, but again, I say I don't give a fuck..and again my cursing has caught someone off guard....I wasn't about to have them not buy the ticket and go without someone just because I was there..and yeah...she was invited, she made it into her schedule to go see the movie...I'm not going to make anyone do anything for me..hell if anything, I could walk away, I'm "that" lego piece here..whatever...
frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.....yeah, cliche, but it's true, I don't care what you people do, say, or are going to say/do..I am on myself here.
if that last sentence sounded wrong, it probably is, to you. Anyways I could do without, do without a lot of things...and as much as I would like to hold something over others, I just want their bridge to be built...that's what I do, self sacrificing son of a bitch....making the paths of others grander, while my nation resembles that of a third world country, kudos...
so the movie...wasn't anything spectacular...in fact, it wasn't very good at all..."as the Spaniards would say, you're el terrible" what with the horrible lines, bad cinematography, and the scott salai evil villain...oh and the crap ass ending, it ranks right up there with "the day after tomorrow"..insert your own funny little joke combining the two here"...I mean granted, the movie did have it's deeper meaning, better than the first one, I mean aspect was good...but damn...tobey tobey tobey....I don't know what to say....
So in my version, there's a lot more sarcasm..I think..ok, maybe not, I think she nailed it, or my mind has completely altered any and all meaning of the words that the same lyrics run through my mind...with my intentions...go figure..connect that.
to be honest....things couldn't be getting better for Jason, I mean damn...the theme song for this year, well as of recent has to be, without a doubt, "It's a Beautiful Life"..you know the one I'm talking about...off of the Night at the Roxbury CD...yeah-a..
sitting here I want to take a B/W photo..it seems fitting..
so before I make this too long...and do something entirely stupid that I'll regret because I didn't get to say what I wanted to, I am going, some jackpad is eying my shopping cart...
"I have to go now" *click*
What a Happy Night
So, lets start out with this....the room is spinning, couldn't even tell you why....my stomach is growling...I think I may want some food..in a bit...but lack of nourishment would "help" explain the shaky hands, I look like Vince..this week hasn't really been a good one, I'm sure my body is hating whatever it is that is going on....on the bright side the weather is really frickin' nice out....I have a headache, but it's one of those headaches..like lack of caffeine or something headaches....whatever it is, I don't know....
I have to write about the Lego piece, don't let me forget...everytime I go to do something, it's right after 3, and then I crash harder than a penguin....
anyways, went to see "spiderman 2" last night...yeah, for some reason the theaters thought it'd be such a hit to make the release on a Tuesday/Wednesday at midnight..*rolls eyes*...I didn't care, (a running theme for me one may say) I mean it's something to do after 12 so yeah, I'll go to the movies despite what it is....despite whatever may come...what a story...
I could go into details, but again, I say I don't give a fuck..and again my cursing has caught someone off guard....I wasn't about to have them not buy the ticket and go without someone just because I was there..and yeah...she was invited, she made it into her schedule to go see the movie...I'm not going to make anyone do anything for me..hell if anything, I could walk away, I'm "that" lego piece here..whatever...
frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.....yeah, cliche, but it's true, I don't care what you people do, say, or are going to say/do..I am on myself here.
if that last sentence sounded wrong, it probably is, to you. Anyways I could do without, do without a lot of things...and as much as I would like to hold something over others, I just want their bridge to be built...that's what I do, self sacrificing son of a bitch....making the paths of others grander, while my nation resembles that of a third world country, kudos...
so the movie...wasn't anything spectacular...in fact, it wasn't very good at all..."as the Spaniards would say, you're el terrible" what with the horrible lines, bad cinematography, and the scott salai evil villain...oh and the crap ass ending, it ranks right up there with "the day after tomorrow"..insert your own funny little joke combining the two here"...I mean granted, the movie did have it's deeper meaning, better than the first one, I mean aspect was good...but damn...tobey tobey tobey....I don't know what to say....
So in my version, there's a lot more sarcasm..I think..ok, maybe not, I think she nailed it, or my mind has completely altered any and all meaning of the words that the same lyrics run through my mind...with my intentions...go figure..connect that.
to be honest....things couldn't be getting better for Jason, I mean damn...the theme song for this year, well as of recent has to be, without a doubt, "It's a Beautiful Life"..you know the one I'm talking about...off of the Night at the Roxbury CD...yeah-a..
sitting here I want to take a B/W photo..it seems fitting..
so before I make this too long...and do something entirely stupid that I'll regret because I didn't get to say what I wanted to, I am going, some jackpad is eying my shopping cart...
"I have to go now" *click*
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Monday, June 28, 2004
Friday, June 25, 2004
Misconceptions, Lies, and My Life....
..all because I work with double agents and spies....that really should have been a tangent italicized under the title, but I'm going a little different with it right now....
This week from hell should be over soon enough, we should all hope so at least, before I do something totally out of line... that I already haven't done...anyways...
But lets focus on the positive things here....yeah, so all my troubles slip away when I'm with my friends, I enter a new world...I'm used to things like this, certain people having this effect on me, though some have more of that impact on me and I wished they were around me more often, but yeah...things were good yesterday, hung out with a large group of friends...got kicked out of the chinese restaurant...played dance dance revolution and again got kicked out of there.. oh shit that reminds me..brb..
Ahhh there we go..a little bit of irrationality on my part, and a little nudge on yours...it's a done deal in my world....
just like the time (and anytime) when I was driving and jim wanted to go to meijer to get gummy worms...and he started to say "hey let's go to meijer" as we passed it, but he knew my spontaneous no holding back ass would have swerved left out of the straight lane to do it...ahhh good times....
anyways, I'm just waiting this one out, I suppose there's nothing left for me to do really....
ok, and I just finished that up as well....I'm doing good....but there's one more thing I'm supposed to do, but I don't see the need for it now...whatever, I'll let it pass now and I'll hate myself for it later, you watch...it'll be hysterical....
anyways, as for you two timing, good for nothing, spilling the beans, cat out of the bag people...two timing...ta hell wit you....at least you agreed with me not being the aggressor/problem/cause of the completely random,fallacious unbecoming...haha, that means you still suck and I rock..at times....now let me die
this has been an "AP" presentation
~AP~
..all because I work with double agents and spies....that really should have been a tangent italicized under the title, but I'm going a little different with it right now....
This week from hell should be over soon enough, we should all hope so at least, before I do something totally out of line... that I already haven't done...anyways...
But lets focus on the positive things here....yeah, so all my troubles slip away when I'm with my friends, I enter a new world...I'm used to things like this, certain people having this effect on me, though some have more of that impact on me and I wished they were around me more often, but yeah...things were good yesterday, hung out with a large group of friends...got kicked out of the chinese restaurant...played dance dance revolution and again got kicked out of there.. oh shit that reminds me..brb..
Ahhh there we go..a little bit of irrationality on my part, and a little nudge on yours...it's a done deal in my world....
just like the time (and anytime) when I was driving and jim wanted to go to meijer to get gummy worms...and he started to say "hey let's go to meijer" as we passed it, but he knew my spontaneous no holding back ass would have swerved left out of the straight lane to do it...ahhh good times....
anyways, I'm just waiting this one out, I suppose there's nothing left for me to do really....
ok, and I just finished that up as well....I'm doing good....but there's one more thing I'm supposed to do, but I don't see the need for it now...whatever, I'll let it pass now and I'll hate myself for it later, you watch...it'll be hysterical....
anyways, as for you two timing, good for nothing, spilling the beans, cat out of the bag people...two timing...ta hell wit you....at least you agreed with me not being the aggressor/problem/cause of the completely random,fallacious unbecoming...haha, that means you still suck and I rock..at times....now let me die
this has been an "AP" presentation
~AP~
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
This is just sad...
..and I am just jason
well well, what do we have here, looks like a post to me....but there's something about this post that is a little off.....oh yeah, it's me that's off, that's right....
I always said I am my own un-doing, and has been spoken to me several times in return as well (don't you love people you love), but I really did it last night..which set up the tables for this morning...
I had a dream after it all went down....I was standing on the railroad tracks..it was in the evening, maybe right after dusk, or right before dawn...anyways, I stood there, heard the train coming and accepted my fate..I didn't wind up there accidentaly either, I intentionally stood there...and as the train got close I felt right, all was calm and well....and right before the train hit me (note that I was not looking at the train during any of this, just around, but anywhere not where it was coming from) the scene changed to the interior of my car where on the seat sat a stack of envelopes with peoples names on them....as "I" sorted through them I was able to read the letters I wrote to this people....I was only getting the main parts, but I think I got through 6 of them or so...I'm not listing names because...well I'll tell you if you ask, there are somethings money can't buy, for everything else there's debit mastercard....
I awoke as I was reading the letters, to the alarm of my phone going off..and I was emotionally drained...I hate to get all sad and emo on you, but I didn't want to get up, and was sad and upset that I actually was awake....
things only slid down after that.....I left, there was an argument...I cursed...I was upset..I was irrational.....tires squeeled, F bombs were dropped, horror and pain on the faces I left behind....I was cornered after I awoke..a testy thing to do..approach me when I wake up...an even off-balanced thing to do, get to me...
my day wasn't good, hasn't really gotten any better, though maybe slightly..still hungry...everyone at work knew something was wrong..said I looked the most pissed they have ever seen me...I was about ready to breakdown at any second....
where will I be tonight...tonight the time when I will need the most help and nurturing...beats me...this post will be read too late for anyone to do anything about...at least for this topic...
hitting rock bottom means you've got something to stand on, something under your feet (under your thumb?) but how's it when it keeps giving way, and all you feel under your feet is the air from below passing you up....
once again the summer will eat me away...I think time has sped up a bit and this is my November..hate to make such brass claims as that so early on, but I'm hungry and I may just lash out at you too....
this has been a post by jason angus
oh yeah, thanks to all for the mention of myself in all your journals, full name and all, made me feel a bit better about the world and the impact I am having on it...
..and I am just jason
well well, what do we have here, looks like a post to me....but there's something about this post that is a little off.....oh yeah, it's me that's off, that's right....
I always said I am my own un-doing, and has been spoken to me several times in return as well (don't you love people you love), but I really did it last night..which set up the tables for this morning...
I had a dream after it all went down....I was standing on the railroad tracks..it was in the evening, maybe right after dusk, or right before dawn...anyways, I stood there, heard the train coming and accepted my fate..I didn't wind up there accidentaly either, I intentionally stood there...and as the train got close I felt right, all was calm and well....and right before the train hit me (note that I was not looking at the train during any of this, just around, but anywhere not where it was coming from) the scene changed to the interior of my car where on the seat sat a stack of envelopes with peoples names on them....as "I" sorted through them I was able to read the letters I wrote to this people....I was only getting the main parts, but I think I got through 6 of them or so...I'm not listing names because...well I'll tell you if you ask, there are somethings money can't buy, for everything else there's debit mastercard....
I awoke as I was reading the letters, to the alarm of my phone going off..and I was emotionally drained...I hate to get all sad and emo on you, but I didn't want to get up, and was sad and upset that I actually was awake....
things only slid down after that.....I left, there was an argument...I cursed...I was upset..I was irrational.....tires squeeled, F bombs were dropped, horror and pain on the faces I left behind....I was cornered after I awoke..a testy thing to do..approach me when I wake up...an even off-balanced thing to do, get to me...
my day wasn't good, hasn't really gotten any better, though maybe slightly..still hungry...everyone at work knew something was wrong..said I looked the most pissed they have ever seen me...I was about ready to breakdown at any second....
where will I be tonight...tonight the time when I will need the most help and nurturing...beats me...this post will be read too late for anyone to do anything about...at least for this topic...
hitting rock bottom means you've got something to stand on, something under your feet (under your thumb?) but how's it when it keeps giving way, and all you feel under your feet is the air from below passing you up....
once again the summer will eat me away...I think time has sped up a bit and this is my November..hate to make such brass claims as that so early on, but I'm hungry and I may just lash out at you too....
this has been a post by jason angus
oh yeah, thanks to all for the mention of myself in all your journals, full name and all, made me feel a bit better about the world and the impact I am having on it...
Friday, June 18, 2004
Titles are like asses...
everybody's got 'em, and they all stink, smell the roses bitch!
Ohhh, I did some things I really shouldn't have...whoops..well, no one was harmed in the process, well maybe just me, and my inner-self, feelings, and the like...well I knew it was going to happen, especially after the days I have been having and whats been going on, so I blame you (no band plug there) but yeah, you are being blamed....all of you
anyways, I saw "Saved" the other day, hilarious..you should go see it...another movie came out today I want to see, only because they stole Zach's title...."Coffee and Cigarettes"....I don't know what it is about, but I need to see it on principle...should technically see it with Zach, but where is he....what has he been up to...nobody knows...no more blog to update the world with, no more weekend phone-calls shooting the shit updating each other...is the brother alive? well he turns 21 soon enough..and if I know zach, and zach's family, there'll be one hell of a party...if that is he is still alive...
so what's going on.....hmmm, future plans run-down,..?:
going to get my car fixed...
taking a road trip to Michigan (more than likely alone)
going to a lot of shows
visit jimmy at the carnival, goshen
throwing/crashing parties
going to cedar point
being creative
going on a multitude of dates with my many harlots...I mean ladies
having a mental breakdown towards the end...
pissing a select few people off
wrapping it up with a trip to the fairs (Illinois state and lake county...)
and then its so long marianne, closing time, na na na na..goodbye
what a plan, and I know I forgot somethings in there but I didn't do it intentionally..well I am off now, rondevousing this weekend with some more randomness...already did canada...next we'll hit some ho-dun state like Wyoming...hit the coasts, Cali to Seattle, then swing round and round to Maine...I want real Lobster.....surf...turf...
this has been an eye witness report by AP
so FU
LOL
TTYL
AIWILIY
everybody's got 'em, and they all stink, smell the roses bitch!
Ohhh, I did some things I really shouldn't have...whoops..well, no one was harmed in the process, well maybe just me, and my inner-self, feelings, and the like...well I knew it was going to happen, especially after the days I have been having and whats been going on, so I blame you (no band plug there) but yeah, you are being blamed....all of you
anyways, I saw "Saved" the other day, hilarious..you should go see it...another movie came out today I want to see, only because they stole Zach's title...."Coffee and Cigarettes"....I don't know what it is about, but I need to see it on principle...should technically see it with Zach, but where is he....what has he been up to...nobody knows...no more blog to update the world with, no more weekend phone-calls shooting the shit updating each other...is the brother alive? well he turns 21 soon enough..and if I know zach, and zach's family, there'll be one hell of a party...if that is he is still alive...
so what's going on.....hmmm, future plans run-down,..?:
going to get my car fixed...
taking a road trip to Michigan (more than likely alone)
going to a lot of shows
visit jimmy at the carnival, goshen
throwing/crashing parties
going to cedar point
being creative
going on a multitude of dates with my many harlots...I mean ladies
having a mental breakdown towards the end...
pissing a select few people off
wrapping it up with a trip to the fairs (Illinois state and lake county...)
and then its so long marianne, closing time, na na na na..goodbye
what a plan, and I know I forgot somethings in there but I didn't do it intentionally..well I am off now, rondevousing this weekend with some more randomness...already did canada...next we'll hit some ho-dun state like Wyoming...hit the coasts, Cali to Seattle, then swing round and round to Maine...I want real Lobster.....surf...turf...
this has been an eye witness report by AP
so FU
LOL
TTYL
AIWILIY
Shameful Props...
to me...
Yeah buddy I am loved, wow...I would have never guessed it, but yeah, somebody out there does appreciate me for who am I, granted it is a guy, I am looked at, not understood, but looked at....wow....my week has just gotten better..
So yeah, what I am talking about is an entry made on Pete's journal...and for those of you who don't want to click the link, here's a little blurb...god I rock...
"...then I went out with jason, god that kid is fun, I go for like 3 days without seeing him and then hang out with him again and I'm like man this is great, I wish I would of done this yesterday too, really complex he is, and I like that the most about him, his journal is cool too..."
oh god, I am feasting in my own self gratitude and overindulgence...I can probably live off this for awhile, ha!
so yeah, I love you all..now, and *insert shameless plugs here* read, comment, go to http://coinslotband.com, better yet, just go to one of their many concerts (they've all got kids to feed)....
to me...
Yeah buddy I am loved, wow...I would have never guessed it, but yeah, somebody out there does appreciate me for who am I, granted it is a guy, I am looked at, not understood, but looked at....wow....my week has just gotten better..
So yeah, what I am talking about is an entry made on Pete's journal...and for those of you who don't want to click the link, here's a little blurb...god I rock...
"...then I went out with jason, god that kid is fun, I go for like 3 days without seeing him and then hang out with him again and I'm like man this is great, I wish I would of done this yesterday too, really complex he is, and I like that the most about him, his journal is cool too..."
oh god, I am feasting in my own self gratitude and overindulgence...I can probably live off this for awhile, ha!
so yeah, I love you all..now, and *insert shameless plugs here* read, comment, go to http://coinslotband.com, better yet, just go to one of their many concerts (they've all got kids to feed)....
Monday, June 14, 2004
Don't Read Too Deep...
You need some room for my tongue...
So this is a post, be happy...well, I should be the one that is directed at...it's Monday/Tuesday and I have my Blog for the week already in..fuck yes....
on a different note, I want to go see Saved this week some time...with a quote like, "I'm filled with the love of christ" who wouldn't want to see it, oh satirical humor always gets me....I guess it's better when it hits close to home, what...or rather, you can see yourself as one of the characters...or someone else...anyways, who should go with me...good question, so many people on the docket, yet, not......
well people, be expecting a call from me Tuesday/Wednesday to go see this movie....depending on your work schedule I may have to reschedule....
Vince's Birthday was Sunday, how exciting...Happy Birthday Vince-y..poo...yeah
so what else is going on....not much really.. I mean there is..and I always have a story or twelve to tell, but yeah, nothing worth your while I haven't already told others....
shit giggles
ummm, estate auctions are cool...so are mandolins....and cheese..I almost spelled that with a z..damn work...
so yeah...I've got nothing, and there's nothing for me....going to my bowl-o-blue box now.....this is silent jay saying, good day
*at least I'm not saying toodles, the silence is more deafening...*
You need some room for my tongue...
So this is a post, be happy...well, I should be the one that is directed at...it's Monday/Tuesday and I have my Blog for the week already in..fuck yes....
on a different note, I want to go see Saved this week some time...with a quote like, "I'm filled with the love of christ" who wouldn't want to see it, oh satirical humor always gets me....I guess it's better when it hits close to home, what...or rather, you can see yourself as one of the characters...or someone else...anyways, who should go with me...good question, so many people on the docket, yet, not......
well people, be expecting a call from me Tuesday/Wednesday to go see this movie....depending on your work schedule I may have to reschedule....
Vince's Birthday was Sunday, how exciting...Happy Birthday Vince-y..poo...yeah
so what else is going on....not much really.. I mean there is..and I always have a story or twelve to tell, but yeah, nothing worth your while I haven't already told others....
shit giggles
ummm, estate auctions are cool...so are mandolins....and cheese..I almost spelled that with a z..damn work...
so yeah...I've got nothing, and there's nothing for me....going to my bowl-o-blue box now.....this is silent jay saying, good day
*at least I'm not saying toodles, the silence is more deafening...*
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Suck My Dick Bitch..
And I'll take you back...
Anyways, that was completely random, but not entirely, I overheard someone say it and thought it was either glorious or completely stupid, probably just as bad as being a "Fantastic" person...whatever...
Good goff, it's already June....June..mother fucking June....yes, June has caused me to swear, to hell with it all..
it's been awhile since I posted, I know...but, to tell you, I came here just to make a post, to not let myself down anymore than I am already at...
but actually I have been writting my occurrences and typical whatnot in my travel journal..as some might call..yeah..it keeps me up and up with writing/blogging/rambling/and what have you....and of course it's the one book where all is let out, no holding back..becuase only I read it, and I'm not holding anything from myself, why would I do that...
good god is it warm here, ohhh, I think I can deal with being cold a lot better than being warm..you can always try and make yourself warm....but cooling down..well that's another story....
tomorrow I am going to Terre Haute with Vince..I forget the real reasons why, but who needs reasons to do anything anymore, honestly..(oh man, I'd hate to be in one of those moods again..) so yeah, off all day tomorrow, and that's what I'll do...then...who knows....got class on friday, sat off again, but there's an auction I am going to...then...maybe I'll pick up a shift for the night...unless something is going on....ohhh and then friday night I have a planned evening out kinda..and sunday is a double, of course..and who knows....got to stay out of this town though....it's nothing but trouble, in all reality it is....look around you fools....man oh man...I had my high, now all I see is a low..
so there's not much time..and I can't even comprehend what is happening...just living it day by day, and actually getting really frickin' behind in the process..
alright, so that's my que to leave....I heard the china bell gong off so I'm outtie...like a volvo....what?
And I'll take you back...
Anyways, that was completely random, but not entirely, I overheard someone say it and thought it was either glorious or completely stupid, probably just as bad as being a "Fantastic" person...whatever...
Good goff, it's already June....June..mother fucking June....yes, June has caused me to swear, to hell with it all..
it's been awhile since I posted, I know...but, to tell you, I came here just to make a post, to not let myself down anymore than I am already at...
but actually I have been writting my occurrences and typical whatnot in my travel journal..as some might call..yeah..it keeps me up and up with writing/blogging/rambling/and what have you....and of course it's the one book where all is let out, no holding back..becuase only I read it, and I'm not holding anything from myself, why would I do that...
good god is it warm here, ohhh, I think I can deal with being cold a lot better than being warm..you can always try and make yourself warm....but cooling down..well that's another story....
tomorrow I am going to Terre Haute with Vince..I forget the real reasons why, but who needs reasons to do anything anymore, honestly..(oh man, I'd hate to be in one of those moods again..) so yeah, off all day tomorrow, and that's what I'll do...then...who knows....got class on friday, sat off again, but there's an auction I am going to...then...maybe I'll pick up a shift for the night...unless something is going on....ohhh and then friday night I have a planned evening out kinda..and sunday is a double, of course..and who knows....got to stay out of this town though....it's nothing but trouble, in all reality it is....look around you fools....man oh man...I had my high, now all I see is a low..
so there's not much time..and I can't even comprehend what is happening...just living it day by day, and actually getting really frickin' behind in the process..
alright, so that's my que to leave....I heard the china bell gong off so I'm outtie...like a volvo....what?
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
HEY! I'm Talking Here...
Yeah, that's right, i felt the urge to continue with this little bit of insider trading information....
all is not as well as it seems...actually, it's not coming off as "seeming" alright anyhow, so what the hell...
It's june, summer time...school is over...i've got but a couple months....not even...we'll go with days....they are in the double digits, no triple sec for me here...
yeah, that idea slightly hit me for a brief moment of history...thinking about it and how little time there was left..i will not be able to accomplish what i intended..or anything that will come to me soon....why put ny more effort into it all right now..let's cut the losses and plan for what's ahead..but i won't
stupid bitch.
i like how many paragraphs i am getting out of this...always meant something...
sluts and hoes...
sooo for those of you who i am like a book, read away...though all the stories are the same and probably cliche....i just would like to know how the ending is....
for various reasons...
the bed will not see me tonight
still loving the dot dot dot...
and who isn't
i'm loving it
roller coasters aren't fun...and this ride is too bumpy
the fictional character says, "hello"
so what will help this...this so called "slump" to those of you who like to label things...
a swift kick to the groin..or a well placed hand job
what?!@!
HA, and the bitches are getting fatter!!
do i sound bitter to you, because i taste coke bottles
shit, i'm done
*****this was a draft, never published as an actual post...no reasoning was given....
Yeah, that's right, i felt the urge to continue with this little bit of insider trading information....
all is not as well as it seems...actually, it's not coming off as "seeming" alright anyhow, so what the hell...
It's june, summer time...school is over...i've got but a couple months....not even...we'll go with days....they are in the double digits, no triple sec for me here...
yeah, that idea slightly hit me for a brief moment of history...thinking about it and how little time there was left..i will not be able to accomplish what i intended..or anything that will come to me soon....why put ny more effort into it all right now..let's cut the losses and plan for what's ahead..but i won't
stupid bitch.
i like how many paragraphs i am getting out of this...always meant something...
sluts and hoes...
sooo for those of you who i am like a book, read away...though all the stories are the same and probably cliche....i just would like to know how the ending is....
for various reasons...
the bed will not see me tonight
still loving the dot dot dot...
and who isn't
i'm loving it
roller coasters aren't fun...and this ride is too bumpy
the fictional character says, "hello"
so what will help this...this so called "slump" to those of you who like to label things...
a swift kick to the groin..or a well placed hand job
what?!@!
HA, and the bitches are getting fatter!!
do i sound bitter to you, because i taste coke bottles
shit, i'm done
*****this was a draft, never published as an actual post...no reasoning was given....
Post 555???
How bout that...anyways, the real topic....
There's brilliance in my deception...no, really there is......honestly
if it's one thing I will be remembered for, or maybe not and would like to be, is my extraordinary ability to talk myself out of any situation possible...any stupid little predicament...something I don't want to talk about, something I don't want to answer, I can generally get myself out of....oh god, and you thought the ramblings were worthless..
haha, I think we all remember the AOL CD incident at Circuit City....enough said....
And the other bit of deception would be this here blog..yeah, a wasteland depository for my thoughts....though only partial.....I post in such a way that unless you know the one clue that I leave out, you won't understand a thing I am saying...."you type with such vaguity..yet filled with so much detail"..quote from zach...
it's like I'm too afraid to come right out and say it..so I'll hide it by leaving out the most important detail and go right into everything else....but yet at the same time I want to be caught...I mean every criminal wants to be caught....they leave a calling card, something behind, a flaw to their seemingly flawless plan...Subconsciously we all want to be caught....I want to be caught just a well
this here thing is filled with so much crap that if anyone ever found out what I was actually talking about, they'd stop dead in their life tracks...but I continue....
so come people..catch up with me...this game isn't any fun when I'm kicking all your asses so terribly...come on, read into it..put two and two together...I'm dying here...I'll give you a dollar...a few of you were so close, keep trying...and remember I like to distract my way out of things, so don't think you are cold when really you are hot...
and oh my god, I think I was just duped into the greatest deception ever...well I'll be...HA
How bout that...anyways, the real topic....
There's brilliance in my deception...no, really there is......honestly
if it's one thing I will be remembered for, or maybe not and would like to be, is my extraordinary ability to talk myself out of any situation possible...any stupid little predicament...something I don't want to talk about, something I don't want to answer, I can generally get myself out of....oh god, and you thought the ramblings were worthless..
haha, I think we all remember the AOL CD incident at Circuit City....enough said....
And the other bit of deception would be this here blog..yeah, a wasteland depository for my thoughts....though only partial.....I post in such a way that unless you know the one clue that I leave out, you won't understand a thing I am saying...."you type with such vaguity..yet filled with so much detail"..quote from zach...
it's like I'm too afraid to come right out and say it..so I'll hide it by leaving out the most important detail and go right into everything else....but yet at the same time I want to be caught...I mean every criminal wants to be caught....they leave a calling card, something behind, a flaw to their seemingly flawless plan...Subconsciously we all want to be caught....I want to be caught just a well
this here thing is filled with so much crap that if anyone ever found out what I was actually talking about, they'd stop dead in their life tracks...but I continue....
so come people..catch up with me...this game isn't any fun when I'm kicking all your asses so terribly...come on, read into it..put two and two together...I'm dying here...I'll give you a dollar...a few of you were so close, keep trying...and remember I like to distract my way out of things, so don't think you are cold when really you are hot...
and oh my god, I think I was just duped into the greatest deception ever...well I'll be...HA
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