Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Grrr...Titles are Hard to Make...
so much effort and i don't have the right tools, damn left handed screwdriver...

how to start this.....i'll go just with the random thoughts, no order..and away we go......

i hate waking up, well moreso when i am sick. i wake up and feel worse than death...yeah i am most defiantly getting sick. i coughed at work and could taste my phlem...defiantly geting sick, kind of early in the season, but who knows, maybe it's just going to be stronger...even more than the years prior, this could be the crippling one..we could only hope...

here's a quick quote i said this morning..."alright, i'm going to bed, and if and when i wake, stay clear, i'll be one pissed off mofo..." just commenting that i'd be mad to wake, and when i do, and realize i'm awake, yeah i'll be upset, make sense?

my hand became crippled after playing an excess of barre chords...ohh the pain, damn the guitar and it's provocative ways...

oh quick appology to a certain someone who just confronted me online about something i said in a post a week ago...though you weren't mentioned specifically, you knew it was you, and made a poor judgement...whoops, you know i love you..

yeah that wa an appology, good thing it is archived, lord knows those don't happen often unless i mean 'em..

maybe that is some sign to not say what's on my mind, or things i really mean, or anything like that.....i've been comtenplating posts that just tear into two people (off the top of my head two...)..and hell, i'd do both to their face, one i would prefer, the other i would want on here as public humiliation just for being a bitch ass punk...rethinking.....

wait....holy crap....this makes me realize something.....if a certain post made a certain someone made.....then that means they read, or started reading.....ohhhh crap......they would then know what i've thought of them, said about them, and every other little fornicating detail......let's hope to god they just started reading, and are too lazy to read the archived pages.....but damn i just typed this, and if they constantly read my blog, they'll read this, then they will get curious, and ohhh hell...

Hahaha, this brings me joy....everybody can slightly remember my AIM list setup, the horrible profane names i used to group the peoples, except for one certain grouping, it remained sacred...well now every group has such names, it's one big textual assualt on them that i need to do nothing to aquire the joy....hell yes i laugh.....

and so i am either horribly unoriginal, or just say what's on my mind all the time.....talking to said personmentioned before, they asked about my rant a car, i am quoted as saying, "it's a nasty sand colored impala, i hate it"..they respond with.."yeah, i just read that.."..so yeah, maybe it's a combination of both...my thoughts on things really don't change, and i constantly speak my mind...therefore giving same responses to same questions...A will always equal B...whatever....

i'm ending it here, be back later......

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