If You Don't Give a Damn, We Don't Give a Fuck....

So I pulled out early, from my trip that is, i made it midway, but not there, anyways, i went to alsip anyways....oh, i saw a girl that looked cute like michelle bates there..but i thought she went to college, but it was happiness, if was her, regardless it's niceto know that more than 50% of my class, and those i know are complete dropouts, failures not necessarilly....

read some rolling stone today, yeah i read things that are short, keeps my attention for long enough....i want 16 years of guitar under my belt, but i don't, i'll sit here and rot, write rotten shit, rot, funny word...anyways

coulda swore i had something to say here....had some sort of quasi-rave with glow sticks and a fan...had i been rolling, i'd been in heaven, took pics with my phone....and i took some pics while i was at alsip's as well..ok they are blasphemous, but hey, i liked them...also thought of some crazy ideas, zach would appreciate...

so then i thought about if i had that digital camera i so wanted...yeah, that'd make me happy, but that's a big thing, and of course my lfie revolves around the littler things...boobies not breasts, ha ha ha, i'm laughing on the inside, not really.....anways...

so then yeah, about what zach was saying...colleen was a photographer...yeah she had some cool pics, but it's about being in the right place at the right time.....there's little skill to the process, unless you have to devolop your own film, but if you go digital, and non-manual with a camera, you're doing nothing but being there.....now unless you start getting fancy and altering the pic, say with photoshop or psp..then that takes talent, but that's a different talent, granted it's an artsey talent, you are alter a pic, whether you mosaic it, or blend your pics, or whatever, talent on the computer, not with the shot......just as if you put 1000 monkeys behind 1000 typewriters you'll get the best novel..same goes with taking pictures, you carry a camera around with you every second of the day, you're bound to see the beauty of life and have many pics..some good, some great, it's all in the moment......

but yeah, i like to take pictures, and i know other people who do as well..if i could, i would carry around a camera all the time, along with that damn voice recorder...i'm not too big into the picture motion machine, but when it coems to filming movies or things like that, i'm there...i guess there's nothing worth filming in my life, everything can be captured in one shot.....usually....

so i was just talking a second ago..doing my quick speach thing...god i sound like a jack...i don't talk right, well, or normal.....at least nobody's harassing me about the pauses in my speach...damnation......anwyays

this is it for now, gonig to run around hoping to crash into something that will keep me entertained for the mean time...