I've Gotta Post for You...

Yeah, it's been a long day...and waiting around in...waiting rooms always killed me....in fact hospitals genereally creep me out, i feel so....like i don't want to be there...ahh well, i sat in front of a muted TV set on the Wacko Jacko fiasco...aghhhhh

oh, so I'm sick and taking my cough suppressiant with Robotussin in it..yeah robo-tripping....well i took two cap fulls, because i saw somewhere two, which was two teaspoons....which in fact is less than quarter of the cap.....so yeah i defiantly OD'ed on robotussin...something like 10 times the standard dosage..still trying to figure why they gave me such a big cap....

so what's it like to quasi-robo-trip....nothing grandiose....it's kinda like being drunk really, you have that constant head pressure, not necesarilly a headache, but something's there...you sway and stagger and tumble and try to keep your balance becuase you're kinda dizzy.....you can sit there and think you are alright, then you try to get up and, well, can't make it....you can also feel yourself coming out of it as well....kinda as if you head starts to become uncloudy...i did like the fact that my eyes were really dialated, yeah, and i had on this fun glazed gaze as i smiled and looked around...one thing i thoguht was great, while i read the label i came across a warning to not use it if you are depressed..hahaha....but what disappoints me is the fact i didn't have delusional thougts, no rapid speach, i did get a little hyper coming down from it, but nothing that was mind altering so to speak...hell i can drink and get the same thing with better results...just make sure there aren't certain people around, he he he....ohh, one thing i thought was funny..so i was thinking, thoughts were coming and going, and actuallyi did have a concrete train of thought, but i couldn't, or rather didn't, want to write anything down on paper..when i started to i lost my thoguhts and was like, "blah"...and this really gets me going....i was on the verge of calling people up and sayig what i truly thought of them, shit, i had like 4 conversations played out in my head, it was crazy..but had i not been able to use my cell, and the battery was dying, i probably would have made those calls...thank you to the enclosed closet i was in for a 4 hour duration...

i was wondering where barcus ran off to, i haven't heard from him in several days..but i did get a call on the way back to lowell that he wanted to do soemthing..and vicne was in town, of course i alreday knew that from a voicemail my lovely sent...so now the question is...do i go hang out wit them now, or stay and get some sleep because i've been up all day and i have to work tonight..it's a double...we'll see what happens....