Thursday, July 31, 2003

Asains Attack Lowell!!!

Well, actually just my favorite asain coming to lowell for the weekend, then maybe a couple others days in the next month as well. so i gave him directions on how to get here from michigan, ahh i remember giving directions from lowell to michigan not to long ago.but as we all know i am the master of directions, right zach, they were so amazed by the detial i gave them when the visited me, yeah, i'm great giving directions, maybe someone else could pick up on that, **coughedcough** i actually gave him two sets, told him to take whichever he prefered, but yeah, if all goes well he will be arriving saturday sometime, then it's off to lafayette to see zach and party it up down there, yeah. hahaha. but if he doesn't make it sat, i will be upset, but he'lll be here sunday he says, so whatever, we'll just see what happens. oh, if you go to his new website, you'll see just how asian he really is, lordy it's funny. but yeah, that's all for now, my weekend sounds like it will be fun filled full of friends and such, there's only one person missing from it i really want apart of it.....

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Damn........Damn........Damn Damn

Why is it whenever i post the comments go down, are they trying to withhold people from commenting and making me feel good to have some sort of response that people read this????

Monday, July 28, 2003

My Death Isn't As Near As I Would Like....

Happy Deathday!
Your name:jason angus
You will die on:Wednesday, August 31, 2033
You will die of:Fall Down Stairs
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Happy Deathday!
Your name:blue35tuesday
You will die on:Wednesday, August 26, 2037
You will die of:Fall from Great Height
Username:
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So basically look out for a Wednesday in August, great....
The College Student's Guide To Instant Messenger Etiquette

1) It is required to offer all IMing partners some kind of farewell before signing off of Instant Messenger completely. One must wait until all parties have said goodbye before signing off.

2) One must use indicator of sarcasm and/or humor after making like comments, i.e. Smiley Face or equally appropriate laugh symbols.

3) One must inform the other party if one must take a leave of absence from computer terminal. Feel free to use any abbreviation necessary. i.e. AFK, BRB.

4) Serious topics can only be discussed in an Instant Messenger environment under the following circumstances:
If said relationship is primarily based on online communication.
If said relationship is newly formed.
If serious topic is very embarrassing.

5) Be aware that all information in an IM conversation has the ability to be saved, pasted and/or forwarded to at least 237 of the IM partner's closest friends.

6) One does not reserve the right to get angry if any Instant Messenger information is shared with the general public.

7) It is recommended to wait at least one minute or the time it takes for screen name to leave boldfaced state before messaging buddy.

8) Wait a minimum period of 10 minutes after initial IM before accusing party of IM avoidance. If, after 10 minutes, buddy has not been reduced to his/her idle state, one reserves the right to be offended.

9) Be familiar with the status of all buddies, such as people you will never IM, people you don't actually know, or people you stalk. Make certain each buddy is separated according to status, as to avoid accidental IMing.

10) One cannot be the initial IMer consistently over a short time period. After a maximum of 3 initial IMs, one must refrain all IM initiating until other party initiates an IM interaction.

11) ONE MAY NOT SIGN OFF MID CONVERSATION. However, if there are circumstances beyond your control suck as getting "logged off" or "booted," one must offer an explanation upon the next IM interaction.

12) Recommended time between each response is a maximum of 1.5 minutes. If user provides reasonable explanation (i.e. slow server, external events, or multiple IM interactions), response time can be extended.

13) If involved in a particularly intense IM conversation, all other IMs must be terminated immediately!
A Nice Conversation Piece...

The following is aconversation I had with Steph over the weekend, well kinda, but here is how it should have basically went....

Steph and zach are talking about some guy steph knows and he's calling her wanting to get together, enter me....

Me: "So wait, you don't beleive in love at first sight?"
Steph: "No, how can you?"
M: "It's a feeling you get, like I think I like that person"
Z: "Yeah, like hey I want to talk to that person, like he night be a cool person or something"
S: "And what about when you're wrong?"
M: "I've never had that problem, your gut instincts are hardly ever wrong"
Z: "Yeah, exactly. I mean he could be the one Steph"
S: "No he isn't, and besides he lives in philadelphia"
Z: "So.."
I interupt...
M: "So wait, you don't believe in love at first sight, and you don't beleive in a long sitance relationship?"
S: "No"
M : "Then you my firend do not beleive in love, what you believe in is settling down with someone you really really like"

Well that's the truth is it not, think about it, if you don't beleive in those fairy tale movie esque qualities, then you can't beleive in the fairy tale movie esque feeling of love and doing anything for that love, maybe it's just me...

Sunday, July 27, 2003

Post with No Name

So it's after 830 and here I sit, power went out this morning, so I had to turn off my computer before the back-up power supply went out as well, but it was funny to see all those lowell F'ers not online for once. so with nothing else to do i slept, though I didn't really want to. I was hoping for a day to do some clearing up, but it rained and for soem reason I wanted nothing to do with it, very odd. my dreams agian didn't help me out at all, no ghosts this time, but oter hurtful things, hell, even costas was in my dream, yeah, scary shit. Oh, even my blog was in my dream, in fact it was my last post, but the link for evil spirits was different, it was a link to like winners of Jr. Miss or some other girly pagent, crazy. i woke up several times, but had no idea what time it really was, just darkness everywhere. brooke called me i think twice, but my memory is fuzzy. she's knows somethings wrong with me, but i just keep blowing her off because i don't know what to say. i think part of my problem is the fact that we won't really see each other in these last 2 weeks, and when we do, well, yeah, problem number 2, but i can't go into all these things with her, i'm just a bastard who will sit here and rot. another reason why i'm made is my tought process is messing up on me, if i have something to say, and someone says something else before i say it, my thought is completely gone, all i'm left with is a little note saying, yeah i was here. this has happened more often than it should be, I don't think that's a sign of anyting, just me. and for anyone to say i've changed, good god does that piss me off. everybody knows i'm not a fan of change, so ten why would i do so? i'm still the nmessed up person i've always been, nothing nor nobody can change that, i'm me, if you think i've changed, well then you didn't know me. people anger me, and my friends are many miles away, or will soon be, for about 9 months i will go back to having nothing, suprisingly it's a little less than what i have now. i don't know why exactly i am rambling all this unto you, I'm defiantly not asking for sympathy or pity,maybe it's just if you see me and i'm acting down or a little different, this is why, sorry to trouble you with all this garbage, i'll try to get back to something soon....
What's the Real Deal with Bill McNeal???

So I am thinking I'm in some sort of slump, but I don't recall ever having a late July early August slump, normally everything is fine at that point, except for three years in a row of car troubles happening around that point( cursed curse) I mean I was even moping around at the Sox game Friday (yesterday still in my head) as I mentioned in my Xanga, but I was totally enjoying it, just couldn't show it. So today (really yesterday, but I'll just say Saturday) I figured I just needed rest, sleep cures all right? well except laziness and other things, but sleep should do the trick, by the time I'd wake everything would be forgotten and I'd be fine. Think agian, sleep only fed it. And not only did sleep make things worse, but during my sleep I had dreams, or should I say nightmares, yeah nightmares, I had nightmares. There were a multitude of dreams, but i can't remember what order they were in or where they broke, they just ran together. I remember they made me depressed in the dream, I cried or felt like crying, sometimes I was in my old house, sometiems here, renting out parts of them as well becasue they were made into one house, and brooke was there but she was saying things which only made everything worse. and then there were ghosts, god i am so terrified of ghosts, but only in my dream, I mean I have always wanted to go to ghost sites and be a parapsychologist. but for some reason ghosts are in my dream and they are always evil spirits, always doing some sort of harm, and I think this time I was going to die. eek. at one point I thought they were gone, but then as the parapsychologist came over his detectore thing was going crazy and the whole house was haunted, not just one room. I don't know what any of this means really, I've always thought my old house was haunted, but I didn't think about that at all yesterday or any time recently. So there must be a lot going on, I don't know what is going on really. At work tonight Wendy asked me if I wanted to go to the warehouse with her after everyone left, normally I would say yes becuase I hate the fact that we're there on saturdays for only a couple hours, but i told her no, it would be best for me not to be around people at that point because earlier i went off on a coworker for writting on my car, which I had warned them about many times prior. I don't know, it's just something that makes me erally mad, probably because it's harder to get off. i'd rather have someone piss on it then write in the dirt messing up the paint and all. Well I'm hoping tomorrow is nice, I just want to sit outside and look around for a bit, maybe go driving out in te country and whatnot, just someting to get away from it all, or clear my head, or find direction. I'm getting a little tired, though I'm afraid to fall asleep knowing that it will probably mess with me some more, but at this point I'd say if I were to fall asleep, I'd be lucky to not wake.
"Search til the end, when you do you'll realize you're at the beginning"

Thursday, July 24, 2003

Take that Jerks!!!

Ok, so yesterday i went to Burger King, of course it was Whopper Wednesday. so i'm at the counter waiting for my whopper no onion and chicken tender things when in walks a couple that sends a shiver down my spine. i remember these freaky people from the days when i worked at costas, and let me tell you i have met some of the strangest people becasue of that store..anwyas, this is the freaky couple wherein i most often notice the lady, i wouldn't really recognize the guy if it weren't for her. she's the somewhat short, bright red lipstick on, hair all over the place and colored diffferently throughout the lengths, kinda a orangish red is what she is going for yet whit at the part on top. she's a bigger lady and hobbles and as well. but the thing that makes her more distinct than anyone else is what they do to you, yeah they are the pamphlet passer outers. i knew my time was coming, they walked up behind me, started to make conversation and such like they normally do, but i knew i wasn't going to ake any of their shit. so as my order came up, i said that's me, and they, in normal fashion, went to shake my hand, i oblidged adn then they went to stick their paper in my hand, i quickly pulled away, leaving just enough gap during the handshake to escape, kinda hudinii-esque. i put my hand up in the NO style, then shook it as i said these words..."sorry, i'm old enoguh to think for myself" then walked away..it was amazing!
Everybody Knows the Ballad of Frankie Lee Buying a Stairway To Heaven in the House of the Rising Sun on Desolation Row Next to Positively Fourth Street at Closing Time

so yesterday i was listening to the radio to kill time as i sat in the office twiddling my thumbs..oh i have been starting to play a little on the computers, making comments and such, homestarrunner and whatnot, yeah it's all good..but as i was saing, i was listening to the radio and i heard Peter frampton's Baby I Love Your Way, ok bad enoghu it's peter F'ing frampton, to quote high fidelity, but it was a female version, so i'm listening to it, then all of a sudden the words are different, i sit there and think, wait this isn't right, then i finally catch on, they started singing lyrics to freebird. so now i'm all confused, then i'm thinknig maybe they'll rock out, but then it went back to baby i love your way. ok can someone please help me figure out why they put those two songs together, is there some musical secret i did not know of, or this is just some mystery and more songs should be put together to sound better?

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Speaking of......

Yeah, speaking of the Illinois State Fair, would anybody like to go this year? it is a tradiation in the making or myself, this will be year number 3 for me. jimmy i'm looking in your direction if you are around. hell you could make it an event by far, why not, take 2 days, i don't care, whatever.....zach, i know you need a break from everything, come on, ted nugent is playing there.. it's august 8th through the 17th. who doesn't want to see the butter cow??? zak, i don't think you ever got those pics for your mom, we could get them this time, he he. we could also listen to boston, or hootie and the blowfish, or the symphonic pops orchestra of chicago...yeah it will be a good ol time guys.....
To Go, or Not To Go, or its it TOGO's?

So Tony, my favorite asian has given me an offer i couldn't refuse, well ok i can refuse it, in fact i'm questioning what to do about it, that's why i'm posting...anways...he has asked me to come down to NC to drive up with him to UofMichigan, and he'll pay for the plane ticket. ok here's the catch, we all know i do not fly on planes, good god i'm i deathly afraid of them, but problem averted, he said i could take a greyhound, if i could endure the 16 hour long ride...yeah if i can stay up for many hours past 24 on little to no sleep driving across indiana 4 times over, yeah i can do tat...anyways i got to drive up to michigan with him, so what's the difference, on the plus side i'll get to stretch out and whatnot, unlike driving, though my ass will be feeling the hurt after it is all done. another good thing is i will have plenty of time to write my thoguhts and whatnot, he he, yeah.....ok so i got things planned, august 4 through however many days it will take to drive all around, missing out on some good fair days, hopefully not the illinois state fair, it's a thought.....
Just For the Record...

Ok, I really hate it when people post AIM conversations in their blog, now i know sometimes they are funny and whatnot, but especially the lengthy ones need to be stopped. Now yes I realize i did this only a few posts ago, would have liked to edit it at the time, but i needed to post it quickly for i was on the go, and didn't want to go back and mess with it. so yes, i stress people please stop with the madness, it's over-used, over-rated, and frankly, i just don't get it. i would rather read, "sdjfhraejhfLJFhbvilvasldublsvdhfvblfdv hdfjgtaeoirle8w75vb " than have to sit through reading some stupid aim conversation that only you and the person you were talking to will enjoy. i really regret ever having posted tat one with zach now, but i think it's a combination of both that and other people's that is just eating away at me. i'm done venting now...maybe...
HA, I'm insane....

So you know those pop up's when you're online, and at first it says "about:blank" in your toolbar and for the page itself, well i have no clue what it means, like i'm sure most of the internet surfing public out there, so zach help us out...but that's not the reason for this post, the real reason is i could've swore that it just said "all about blank", which to me is funny, don't know why, i laughed, and am still laughing, i think it has to be the way i am saying it, try it different ways, "all about blank" .Ya know, like it's "all about blank" ok this has to be the most meaningless post ever, sorry

Saturday, July 12, 2003

Damn Idea....

Anyone who has lived a life knows what an adveture it can be, face everyone has problems, granted some people more than others, but everyone at some point in their lives has come across troubled water. hell even rich people have problems, like which half a million dollar car they should buy next, but seriously i'm talking about real problems faced by people like you and i. Some people can fake throug it, falsifying their reality to make it through each day, ehich is basically like what i've done. i've tricked myself into thinkng that everything is alright at the current moment, when, only the opposite is true. I know that's not healthy, and it will make my reality only harder, but maybe that's the idea, whatever gets you through it all. some hide behind flimsy beliefs, like everything will sort itself out, others seek religion, whatever gets them through it. So while faking my present state, zach is going through yet another tumultuous turn in his life, and i have been reading on his blog, as you should be right now. So he IM's me today and we begin to talk about how much life sucks, when almost immediatly he mentions the idea, and i whole heartedly back him on this idea. now let me explain what is going on....zach and i have always had this idea to write a book, mainly on political structrings, organizations, philosophies, etc etc. Then last year zach started with his crazy ideas to travel around, becoming this sort of drifter, moving to canada and other things. So i ran with this idea, coupled it with an idea that was running in my head, and then the "idea" was born. What it is exactly is just this; we would travel across the country documenting our interactions with people from all over. we would find out basically what makes them them, their beliefs, ideas, values, morals, everything. and of course we would be writing in journals, videotapping, recording all that happened. it would be the sociological study of the century, maybe even never ending. we would be able to write a book, and of course i'd foresee a movie deal out of it. it's original as all hell, don't you think so. all i would want is some financial backing on this, maybe a publisher, producer, unniversity, anything really, we're non profit.

zachjb42 (3:25:09 PM): SUp!
zachjb42 (3:25:13 PM): How's it going friend?
Blue35Tuesday (3:25:20 PM): i'm good, how are you?
zachjb42 (3:25:32 PM): Doing pretty shitty.
zachjb42 (3:25:35 PM): Life just blows.
zachjb42 (3:25:36 PM): In a slump.
zachjb42 (3:25:44 PM): I feel a little bit better now that the house is clean.
zachjb42 (3:25:49 PM): I just spent 3 hours cleaning.
zachjb42 (3:25:50 PM): LOL
zachjb42 (3:26:08 PM): So what's up?
Blue35Tuesday (3:26:15 PM): wow
Blue35Tuesday (3:26:18 PM): noithing
Blue35Tuesday (3:26:20 PM): i'm sitting here
zachjb42 (3:26:22 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:26:28 PM): Now I am just sitting here...
zachjb42 (3:26:30 PM): I needed a smoke.
Blue35Tuesday (3:26:35 PM): hha
zachjb42 (3:26:42 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:26:46 PM): I got a craving.
Blue35Tuesday (3:26:46 PM): life sucks
zachjb42 (3:26:51 PM): Yep.
zachjb42 (3:26:53 PM): That it does sir.
zachjb42 (3:26:58 PM): I might not be able to go back to school.
Blue35Tuesday (3:27:04 PM): i read about that
zachjb42 (3:27:05 PM): They totally fucked up my Financial Aid.
zachjb42 (3:27:12 PM): I know.
zachjb42 (3:27:22 PM): So now I am totally pissed and in the same situation that I was last year.
Blue35Tuesday (3:27:30 PM): they just teased you with it
zachjb42 (3:28:05 PM): Yep.
zachjb42 (3:28:06 PM): I know.
zachjb42 (3:28:12 PM): We should really start writing our book.
zachjb42 (3:28:17 PM): Just our observations about things.
Blue35Tuesday (3:28:28 PM): ha, that'd be bad ass
zachjb42 (3:28:34 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:28:43 PM): We could publish it through one of those DIY publishing things.
Blue35Tuesday (3:28:46 PM): i'd love to be able to sit around and observe shit like that
zachjb42 (3:28:47 PM): It's realitivily cheap.
zachjb42 (3:28:54 PM): Plus we could sell it on Amazon.com
Blue35Tuesday (3:28:57 PM): if only we would have win the lotto
zachjb42 (3:28:58 PM): Yep.
zachjb42 (3:29:00 PM): And get paid.
zachjb42 (3:29:01 PM): I know.
zachjb42 (3:29:09 PM): I would love to travel the country and just chat with people...
Blue35Tuesday (3:29:20 PM): hell yes
zachjb42 (3:29:36 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:29:40 PM): That would be awesome.
zachjb42 (3:29:52 PM): I was looking into starting a non-profit organization.
zachjb42 (3:29:58 PM): Getting some grants and the like.
zachjb42 (3:30:04 PM): I would love to just research things.
zachjb42 (3:30:10 PM): Write papers or discuss my findings.
zachjb42 (3:30:15 PM): Just how felt about certain things and why.
Blue35Tuesday (3:31:10 PM): yeah, i wonder if we could pitch the idea to a company
Blue35Tuesday (3:31:18 PM): both a book company and movie
zachjb42 (3:31:22 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:31:27 PM): I wonder...
zachjb42 (3:31:31 PM): That would be pretty cool...
Blue35Tuesday (3:31:32 PM): they could make a movie out of it, and they would pay us a bit to do i
zachjb42 (3:31:48 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:31:51 PM): That would be awesome.
Blue35Tuesday (3:32:58 PM): i wonder...
Blue35Tuesday (3:33:06 PM): i would totally be up for it if we had the backing
Blue35Tuesday (3:33:18 PM): i mean, what do we have to loose, really
zachjb42 (3:38:03 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (3:38:04 PM): I know.
zachjb42 (3:38:06 PM): Nothing.
Blue35Tuesday (3:43:37 PM): so do you think it is possible to pitch this idea to someone?
zachjb42 (3:44:12 PM): It might...
zachjb42 (3:44:18 PM): We could investigate it.
Blue35Tuesday (3:44:25 PM): i think it is worth it
Blue35Tuesday (3:44:29 PM): the time has come
Blue35Tuesday (3:44:40 PM): this is our opportunity
zachjb42 (3:44:50 PM): Perhaps...
zachjb42 (3:44:54 PM): Let's investigate it.
Blue35Tuesday (3:45:05 PM): doors don't close without windows opening, otherwise the presure in the hosue would be too great
Blue35Tuesday (3:46:15 PM): you see what io'm saying is, our lvies suck, doors have closed repeatedly on us, and unless you don't take this chance, what may be our window, we will end
zachjb42 (3:47:02 PM): True.
zachjb42 (3:47:33 PM): Let's go for it...
Blue35Tuesday (3:47:47 PM): :-D
Blue35Tuesday (3:50:50 PM): hell, we may even get some unniversity and their sociology department to back us
Blue35Tuesday (3:55:35 PM): sorry, my computer restarted
zachjb42 (3:56:25 PM): That's OK.
zachjb42 (3:58:28 PM): http://www.pitching.com/pitching_secrets.php
zachjb42 (3:58:50 PM): Perhaps he could teach us how to pitch...
zachjb42 (3:58:58 PM): LOL
Blue35Tuesday (3:59:05 PM): :-$
zachjb42 (3:59:23 PM): LOL
zachjb42 (3:59:29 PM): But seriously, here is a good place: http://www.ifebp.org/bookstore/pbinfobk.asp
Blue35Tuesday (3:59:44 PM): that was the only face i could think of appropriate
zachjb42 (3:59:56 PM): LOL
zachjb42 (4:00:26 PM): We need to find a publisher that publishes books like ours.
zachjb42 (4:00:33 PM): What are some books about traveling America...
Blue35Tuesday (4:01:05 PM): hmm, i'd say it's more a sociological type book as well
Blue35Tuesday (4:01:14 PM): i'm not into books so i have no idea
zachjb42 (4:01:24 PM): Neither do I.
zachjb42 (4:01:29 PM): I like books, just don't read'em.
Blue35Tuesday (4:01:50 PM): i think i will take a trip up to barnes and nobles in a bit
Blue35Tuesday (4:01:55 PM): maybe we should call G as well
zachjb42 (4:01:59 PM): http://www.blackwellpublishers.co.uk/asp/sociolog.asp
zachjb42 (4:02:05 PM): Yeah.
zachjb42 (4:02:10 PM): What's his phone number?
zachjb42 (4:02:13 PM): Or you could call him.
zachjb42 (4:02:17 PM): I'll keep finding publishers.
zachjb42 (4:02:25 PM): So what else do we need to look up.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Something I Thought You Should Enjoy As Well

From: Song of Love and Hate-Diamonds in the Mine

The woman in blue, she's asking for revenge,
the man in white -- that's you -- says he has no friends.
The river is swollen up with rusty cans
and the trees are burning in your promised land.
And there are no letters in the mailbox,
and there are no grapes upon the vine,
and there are no chocolates in the boxes anymore,
and there are no diamonds in the mine.

Well, you tell me that your lover has a broken limb,
you say you're kind of restless now and it's on account of him.
Well, I saw the man in question, it was just the other night,
he was eating up a lady where the lions and Christians fight.

And there are no letters in the mailbox
and there are no grapes upon the vine,
and there are no chocolates in the boxes anymore,
and there are no diamonds in the mine.

(You tell them now)

Ah, there is no comfort in the covens of the witch,
some very clever doctor went and sterilized the bitch,
and the only man of energy, yes the revolution's pride,
he trained a hundred women just to kill an unborn child.

And there are no letters in the mailbox,
oh no, there are no, no grapes upon your vine,
and there are, there are no chocolates in your boxes anymore,
and there are no diamonds in your mine.
And there are no letters in the mailbox,
and there are no grapes upon the vine,
and there are no chocolates in your boxes anymore,
and there are no diamonds in your mine.



Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Hmmmmm.......

Well I had something to blog about, been wanting to since last time, but now i forgot, so i'll just blog about whatever.
Apparently Elizabeth, Vince's love, and I, Vince's first love, are one in the same, at least personality and test wise, maybe that's why he loves us both, and it'd be true for the fact that we both fell for him, interesting. i guess since i wasn't around at Rose i wasn't able to fullfill his needs and thus found Elizabeth. pretty messed up concept....
So i've been working at Century 21 Destiny, it's fun i suppose. I mean the people are nice and when things happen it's good. I just hope to get some clients, then i'll really be having fun. But until that happens i guess i'll sit around and answer the phones, you'd be suprised what crazy calls i get. if only i had interent access or a computer at my desk, then that would be the life, i don't think i would ever leave. I'd be able to surf the web, update blogs, read the news, have a hell of a time, just afraid to do it on the company computers.....
Once agian Powerball has rolled over and the jackpot is 250 million. damn that's a lot of money, i'd like to win the lottery, but not that much. If i were to win, you'd be seeing a lot of hand outs. But until that happens, i'll be the one taking handouts....
Oh, my favorite asian Tony is thinknig about coming up to visit me. interesting, we knew each other for one semester at UofM, i mean we hung out a couple times, but after i left we didn't really speak for a year, then out of the blue he's all IM'ing me and whatnot. we've had several long phone calls, the longest being 2 hours, with some dead air of course, i was running around lowell. But i enderstand where he is coming from, i've felt the pain he is feeling now. I think that is why we have been able to come together like we have. but he's battlnig school, lost loves, life, lack of money and everything else I, and a few others have faced already. In a way i think he looks up to me, like he idolizes me, that's cool i suppose. but he's always posting things i said and stuff like that, like i'm some sort of inspiration oh well....
And I must add in here somewhere that brooke and i have been spending some tme together, it was rough a little bit ago, but now things are getting bettter, yay...
So as you can see, I've added a lot of links, though i can't quite do it like zach does, putting every little word as a different link, grrrrr.
well that's all for today, see you next time...that sounds so stupid for an ending...

Sunday, July 06, 2003

Fireworks, nah, just my.......

So the other night at Target, wendy, one of my night teamleads, sees me and tries to start a conversation with me, like normal people do, but this is a particular hard thing for people to do with me there, well least a normal conversation. So she asks me if i shot off any fireworks or anything like that for the fourth, i replied with, "just my dick....and you should've seen the finale". At first she's in slight shock, then comes back with, "you finally got you some sex?" I reply back with, "Oh no, i woke up and masturbated, talk about an explosion." She did her little "oh my" laugh, walked away and said , "you're strange" and chuckled. So now as i sit here i wonder if what i said was on the level, merely just a joke, or not. Tell me what you think, i mean to me it sounds like something i would say, but then agian, am i sane...questionable indeed.....

Friday, July 04, 2003

Something for Zach...

Check out this link,........., click "winning numbers", "frequency of numbers", then "powerball".....

now tell me it's not crazy that the number 42 has been drawn the most times, but sadly not as the powerball number, interesting, but you see my point..although my number 35 comes close to being dranw the most times for both pick 5 number and powerball number, rock on...

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

What the Hell is This???

Yeah so i got this from someone else's webjournal, it was easy, just type your name, and this is what i got...

jason angus
Magic Number6
JobConservationist
PersonalityUnfulfilled Dreamer
TemperamentSteely
SexualWhatever, Whenever, Whoever
Likely To WinThe Wrath Of My Peers
Me - In A WordDevious
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack



and for my made up name i got...

bob johnson
Magic Number8
JobActor
PersonalitySlacker
TemperamentAngry - At Everthing
SexualStraight
Likely To WinThe Wrath Of My Peers
Me - In A WordDevious
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack



ok, so they both somewhat fit, wrath of my peers, angry at everything, straight, devious, but the colors are off...

blue35tuesday
Magic Number17
JobComputer Nerd
PersonalitySunshine And Blue Skies
TemperamentAngry - At Everthing
SexualIf I Have To
Likely To WinA Free Coke
Me - In A WordStartling
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack



but i'm not sure what to make of this one, they got the number right...

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

My Light Switch is Broken...

Yeah, it's more than that, it has a deeper meaning, but I'll just leave it at that....

Oh yeah, thanks for the comments.....