Monday, September 07, 2009

Revisited

Feelings,
like the seasons...

same bat time, same bat station..

so the summer is ending with the final sweeps of fried foods from the grounds,which means fall is approaching and schools are back in session. Both college and pro football seasons are kicking off and that means tailgate parties and fucking freshman are also in store.

fall may be my favorite season for some reason or another....i've always like it as the marking of summer being over, everyone who drove around in their fancy convertibles, who ran around with virtually no clothes on just weeks ago; now run inside for shelter from the dropping temperatures, no longer running around outside, no longer cruising down the 'bash for no good reason...they die off just like the leaves on the trees. funny to find beauty in death.

but now i look at fall for the true colors it really is...just a transitional month, hot to cold. it's an end to good weather, and a welcomer to the harsh and bitter cold. and the more i think about it, the more i hate winter....

growing up i never thought i would be able to live in a place that never experienced 'normal' seasonal change, you know, like what we have out here in the midwest....so places like california and florida never really appealed to me...i always thought if it were to be christmas, i'd want snow to be on the ground - i mean how else can your experience that holiday....

well, i hate xmas..so what would it matter if there is snow on the ground....especially when i hate the cold...and as every year passes, i hate the winters more and more...and that means i hate the season changes more and more...

but one may suggest that i should like spring, i mean after all it's the renewal month, the switch to warm weather, things coming to life, heck, my birthday! No. no i say, no. for you see, all that i mentioned earlier would be coming back too..i don't have time for that

i hate the cold, but what i really hate is living in the midwest and having all these fucktards taking advantage of the warm weather, then driving like retards once some snow hits...

i have a headache, i must go now.











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