This is What You Get...

so this is a ramble and a half, many things to say, but do i want to break them down or not...hmmmmm...well let's go for something here.....

i was thinking a moment ago...i have little themes in my posts, and could organize them like so, like zach's....but then i got to thinking..it would be exactly like (well very similiar) to zach's. yeah and since i would have to ask him to help me in creating it, it would more than stealing, i'm sorry, though it would be pretty cool. i mean i would have a target or something for the target posts, and a quotes one, a ramble one..and so forth..oh that would be good...

and speaking of updating, or changing..i've wanted to, ever since i changed the format of this blog, i never got the background pattern to tranfer with it, and so it's white, it angers me, always have, and so now i'm here, without anything and just white and boring...so yeah if i knew how to make this thing look better, i would have done that a long time ago.....so yeah, once again i am left with crap...

some are asking when am i going to update the xanga, at least that one is pretty, but not everyone can leave comments..i'll be getting on that when i feel like it, when that will be "heaven knows" ~ Robert Plant

14 days til christmas, once again another year will pass, i still fucking hate someone, my life continues to get worse, again i won't be getting what i want for christmas, afterwards i'll roam the streets during nightfall in search of nothing while others welcome in the new year, the irony that this is hell still continues to make me laugh, time off is the last thing i need, please cloud my head further with ideals and concepts, don't give me the moment to clear it up with other hazzy thoughts i produced, and fom now say what is on your mind, i'm still getting over those lies you old me....