Just Something...

Alright..so this struck me as funny..i made the post about "one a day will do", but then i look around and see every day was having two posts, hell, even that post had two for the day..but i don't know if i would consider the "quote" section really a post, i mean i try to get one of those alone out a day along with the other post. and then i noticed saturday..no post whatsoever..wow, and i didn't even announce it...and ihad the day off as well, what the hell came over me? i don't know, but i'll keep posting as long as it comes to me..and maybe one day i'll get back on track with my xanga..but there has to be a mood for it....grrr

so i'm still having crazy dreams, though today's was a little different, maybe it wasa guilt coming out, but i fell asleep 'round oneish, staying awake from the night prior and still trying to go, the head ache was too much though, and thus i missed any appointments that were to follow, actually two of them were for 130, what a kick in the ass, but anyways, my dream....in my dream i went around doing everyting i was supposed to do that day,from driving around, going to the post office, eating food, picking up some film, it was all in there, maybe mocking me in a way, who knows....

i just spent the better part of this time not blogging, but respond to an away message...yeah, this is what it said, "What makes a person enternally happy? Is it money, love, frienship, or a combination of all. Leave me a message and what your definition is." yeah, so i felt in the mood to respond, and lord did i respond, when they awake they will see many a messages from me, i just kept rambling, and still am in fact, sent them links for other things i said, of course we all know that the longest one i'd ramble about is love..fucking people....but yeah, it was, money came second, with friends close behind..continuing....

and now for my computer....oh hell am i pissed. well Ziggy here decided it would be alright to download some crap from a pop window, and now it is festering inside my computer, i got parts of it out, but damned if it isn't messing with a lot of shit, even my damn task bar....when i click to see what tool bars are there, there is this new one, wired name and all, and when i click to uncheck it, it causes and error with explorer, yet i can't find a similar named file anywhere.....defiantly pissed..and i would hate to ask zach to help me, as if he's the fallback techy, but i think i may need him, these new pop ups are annoying..if not, i'll just use the old format and reinstall method...been awhile since i done that,tiem to clean it out...