New Chapter...
...or should i say, revised chapter

alright...well let's start off with yesterday.....i can't really remember what happened in the morn', but i do remember being very bored...oh yeah, i got rudly awakened here at the office, then i bummed around....after finally starting to go stir crazy i made calls...as i stated in that post...then later i made one more call to vince, he was in town!!!! so i came over and we played monopoly...and played and played...good god how it was the highlight of my day...i've been wanting to play monopoly for awhile now....but yeah the game lasted to the wee hours of the night, with elizabeth being victorious, even after the bankrupt merger of A&W...

after the game had ended, so cliche to land on boardwalk with a hotel on it as the game ender....we sat around and read, then we took note how we had to be the lamest group of 20 year olds around, sat night, sitting around reading...i looked at my watch and commented how we should have been wasted by now, with others adding in dancingv naked on the table and such..good times.....and then that's all she wrote, how tired asses crashed in our respective places..i think it was the thrill of monopoly thart wore me out....

so then that brings me to today...sleeping my life away agian, grrrr but lindsey met up with me, for what who knows, i just kinda sat around here in the blue room, showed he the journals i read, then she played with my phone and i showed her my pics online.......she would ask who is that, or i would ask her do you know who that is....seeing who she knew started to mess with me....she knows billy, and about the breakup, and i guess they hang out and talk about cars within their group..she knew duncan...even went to his open house..which i did not attend, and i don't remember why, i know there was a reason...work? then she recognized the name baiel...then she knew barcus, this sent an instant signal to me, i kept qustioning how she knew him....and after all the talks it cam out she knew me before this time...whereas i thought i just met her at alco....i sat in shock, i didn't know what to say...this damn person knew me before i thought we met...it's not stalkerish, just a fault on my part for not remembering meeting her before.....but then everything started to fit into place, which scared me even more...like the comment, "oh yeah, you're the one who likes the squirrels" which sh made after seeing a card i bought...remembering to a time when we met and seinfeld was on or something......and then the comment, "oh, and i bet you take salt shakers as well" remembering a conversation either from me, or someone else about my collection of salt shakers......admn, it's a small world after all...and i got to remember people a little bit better, even if we did meet for 10 minutes..

so yeah, life just got a little more fucked up....that's all from this blue box, i'm hungry