What you want out of it....

ohhh hell...so i know what i have to do, what i should do, well, it's the best option, but i'm not at that point where i have the motive to do it...call it bad timing but what can ya do...

lets see....moses talked to a burning bush, jesus talked to a fig tree, and zach talked with his special plant..people everywhere talk to their plants to help them grow....

it's friday and i work agian...but tomorrow i have off, and sunday...doesn't mean a damn thing to me..or anyone i know.....

well except that fact that i can't display my lazy day-ness with my favorite lazy day wearing hoody, you know which one i'm talking about, the soft grey aero one, yeah...bastards...i think someone may have it......

speaking of having things that are mine....how do you go about asking for something back that is yours....i mean, yeah, it's yours, they tried to pull an unsolved mystories and vanish off the face of your world, you in the mean time are bored and need those things back to entertain you, what do you do...and what kind of irrational response is over my dead body? i was being nice, i even asked for some back.....ohh what to doo....

Barcus and his posse honked and waved to me today, that was nice....

it's raining...i like the rain....

wow.....that's all i can even say after that phone call..then my return call....yeah, that just proves why a phone call won't work...it's funny because i knew she was in a panic and was freaking out..and you know i would have dropped everything at that moment to do anything possible for her... my heart still yerns for her, i want to see her be safe, i care too much...i asked for her to call me when her ride arrived to ease my mind that she was ok, she refused, and as i was on the phone with her, her party did arrive, and she said, oh their her and hung up...once agian without even saying goodbye....wow

i'm going to sit in the rain now.....