I Forgot

this isn't anything..
i don't know..

i blog to stay awake...thought you'd never hear me say that...well, i worked breakfast this morning so you know already i've been up since 5am..and you know i probably haven't had much sleep...so i spend the rest of the time after work catching up on old posts and whatever to stay awake..i know if i nap, i'll never go to sleep tonight and i cant have that...so i guess it's worth the pain now to make things better in the end...really, did...did i just say that?

does the end justify the means..i don't know how i got on that but...

i actually have a list of things i would love to do today..but i refuse to do them alone...Avenue Q is in town, i want to see that...i found a chance to get tickets for relatively cheap and really good seats too..only two left...but everyone sucks...i'd go to a movie, but i''m not like that..i just can't do that, i'm not a "Loser" (i'm making reference to that one card in the game loser...i'd hate to have to take a fucking letter because i did this now...)

i would have taken a drive somewhere, gone and did something, but i needed to be back here by 2 tomorrow..kinda puts a damper on things...beerfest in btown..i was already there this week...so i just sit at my computer and write...well, it actually takes me awhile before i start writing, but at least i didn't sleep...

Gary called me at 930 to go out and get food....he just got off of work, tells me he is changing and will be over in like 30...i swear he's a bitch because it was 1130 before he walked in my door....i told him i could have cooked an entire thanksgiving feast i the amount of time it took him to get here...and you know how you get when your hungry, all of a sudden it's like you PMS'ing..i eat but one meal a day it seems, so when i decide i am hungry, i am hungry...

we go to vitos, as that's the only place i know to be open and still serving food (til 2am), it just so happens to be my favorite little watering hole in indy...

the barkeeps know me by name, even if i don't frequent the place as often as i..should..would like..whatever..it always nice to go where somebody knows your name....

not much really happened..i wish i could say something did, but this is just a filler for you..my life consists of nothingness interrupted by work..meh

"its like the complete opposite"