(A)Waking Thoughts

I'm tired..really tired, and well there's not much to do about it....

Work is crazy....i think i like it at times...but then again, i'm probably only saying that because i'm doing that..who knows what i really like and dislike..it's killer, but's that's the job..

RR reminds me of highschool...more to come on that....

I don't know if i can take much more of things....at least i don't have time to think about anything while at RR....

And the funny thing is, i'm not going to be online as much..taking time off from that as well, i'll be gone, on the raod, thinking things over, whatever you want to call it..some say it's runing from the problems, i say to hell with what they say..it's time off, time away..i don't even know what i am saying...

We're all crazy on a ship of fools...

And what's sad is i know how few people actually read this..and when they do, it will be a lengthy time frame before it is read..so by then, things wil be back to normal, right?

just like aim..but we won't go into that...not yet, i'll save that for it's own little ranting post....

Oh, yeah, and the deal was sealed i suppose..but not in any good way like vince would reference, plan or idea or thoght or thing i was putting money on, like towards a bet...well it bounce, and not towards my favor..i'll be paying up shortly

and with that i got all but one Oscar prediction right...only because i don't like that renee zelwiger chick...though maybe i should get props just because i said she was going to win..but didn't want to pick her for reasons said above...so i "virtually" got them all right....and then that ties back into the previous comment...

it was nice out today, rather, it was a beautiful day..but i wouln't have noticed, it rained as i left for work and drove home...and there was a point i couldn't see the road thew rain was coming down so hard..the wipers were working their butts off, but still nothing..i kept driving obviously.....

i had to jump a co-workers car, she left her lights on....but my car wouldn't jump it...i was getting any sparks, someting to do with my red connector..and then she asks where my battery is...under my backseat...yeah, now all you know...if you ever sat back there, you're sitting on the battery..i'll show you....anyways i had to borrow alycia's car because she pulled in next to me as i was trying to jump the other car.. so i just borrowed her keys and i got it to jump finally...my good dead for the month...

and i do try too hard..sitting down eating after work, i made the comment to the person sitting across from me, just to see what their response was..."i try too hard"..."yeah, i can see that..." that made me fully realize i try too hard in most aspects of life...i don't know why, but i do...sorry....

i've got nothing going for me....nothing left to say..i'm waking up right now...the thoughts are more complete now, not as fun...

And yeah, I'm tired, maybe not sick and tired, not yet, no sickness which is good i think...but tired....tried and tired....tired and tried...isn't that how it goes???

Anyways, I'm leaving....