An Outing...

That's all it ever intended to be..an outing...she ever said so herself...so as i explained a little in my previous post, i'll get into it a little more in this one....

so i've been wanting to see a movie, but nobody wants to go with me, or to the movies i want to see, go figure...so i'm naturally talking about things, throwing a movie idea every nowe and then into every conversation...got several bites on someone wanting to see Freddy vs Jason with me, but bites are bites, nothing good unless you get the whole deal.

so one of my co-workers, angie, had an upcoming day off the same as mine, maybe a day or two from the conversation about seeing a movie. so it was mentioned we should go to it, no biggie. the night prior we worked together and pland were brought up afgian in conversation, though it seemed she might be backing out at this point, hey it happens, so far every time i've had an idea to see a movei this summer..i hate people..anyways..

so on the day of the uneventful event, i randomly gave her a callm, got the voicemail, and said if she was atually serious, ghive me a call back, gave the times of the movie, and said i would be about doing my own thing...i actually got a call back maybe a couple hours later., we confirmed a tiem and place to meet, target parking lot 7ish..

so i get there around 730, shows how much i care, ha. and we've got a couple hours to kill before, i thought we we're going to the 8 showing, but we went to the 10 instead. so she mentioned agian gonig mini golfing, i didn't think she was serious the first time, or third, but when she said it this time i knew for certian she was...ok so at first i was reluctant to go to the mimi golf thing in schererrville with her..it seems such a boyfriend/girlfriend touchy feelly thing to do..i've always wanted to go with brooke to it, but she's never had an intent on going with me. i eventually give in and we play. it was fun, i hadn't playerd in years, she said she plays all the time and was gonig to win, but on the first 6 holes i can close to getting holes in one on every single green, she thought she was playing with tiger woods, hahaha.

in the end i let her, i had fun with my competitivness the first half, and really boffed the last half. afterwards we went in to play some arcade games. OMD they had police 911 2, yeah that was badass...she wants to become a police officer and she thought she could get farther in the game than i could..well i didn't let her win this one, damn striaght, kicker her ass and killed the first 4 bosses. then i danced DDR style, first round sucking, but that was just a warmup for my passing level ass with some beethoven techno, perfect..

so then got time for the movie....note, everything has been paid for by each respective individual....the movie was great..i don't care if you don't like the freddy or jason series, this one was good, i was laughing quite a bit through it..so no, it's not scary, and yeas freddy does keep the tradition with one liners...

so after the movie i was hungry, so to steak and shake we went...i think that one on 41 has been the most random of all places for me and people i know to go to...i ate it was good i suppose, no fries for me, and i went back to target to drop her off at her car.........something got me out of the car, and i TP'ed some of my other co-workers vehicles, the ones that i love. which i got a phone call in the morning about from them, haha....but here comes the turn for the bad. i thanked her for coming out with me, she was kind running late to go out with her friends to a club/bar/whatever, and the usual chit chat good time this and that, and she went to hug me, i figure, it's ok it's just a hug...but i was wrong...as her arms went around me head, she pulled me down closer to her and had "that look" on her face..naturally i begin to fight it, tensing up on the shoulders and neck, pulling back, then she starts leaning in, she then asks why am i resisting...at that point i break loose. i tell her how i feel about kisses, it;s kind of a big deal to me, i just don't go around kissing people, whether it be a god night kiss or not, a hug is fine. she looked kinda confused...and we departed shortly thereafter...

now am i so wrong that i couldn't kiss her? i mean she's a co-worker, so there goes that, working with her would be awkward. it wasn't an actual date, as we both agreed upon days earlier...i mean kissing in her book could be casual, but it's not in mine..plus my heart is still with someone else, so until that changes, i can't do anything, dispite what they are doing...i guess i have morals, values, beliefs...most are better than other people's....i'm nopt about to start a religious debate though, that's for tonight, right zach? hahaha where's that asian of ours...

so til next time, this is Jason Angus saying, "she ran down south to a place that was familiar, leaving empty promises, but my heart she took with her. running from something, though i'm not sure what of, i lost my girl, the one i did love"