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i miss her

so much

and she'll never know

I watched a video she made for me but three months ago

i'll never know what happened

I'll never understand

and I'll never let go of it either

i keep thinking this is some horrible dream

and i'll wake up

and things will be alright

we'd just be further down the road

someone's phone kept having your text noise go off

it made me anxious

it made me mad

but mostly it left me miserable

sometimes i just want to call you and tell you i love you

but i can't

and so i won't

and i'll never be able to

nevertheless

here it is

i love you